[Morty's diary] Journey to a better life

@EvilMorty as you have got sword and way to get the Knighthood in the way. Have an eye on the King as well!

Cheers!

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We shall become the family of Kings :heart_eyes:

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can anyone tell me, what is the meaning of flatline?

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It’s a big topic, read this below article you will get some ideas about it,

https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/ybop-articles-on-porn-addiction-porn-induced-problems/effects-of-porn-on-the-user/porn-recovery-and-the-mysterious-flatline-2013/

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That’s actually by Dr. A P J Abdul Kalam, a great scientist and a former president of India.
He was a great person, and a statesman, not a politician, which is rare nowadays.

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I just saw this on the app today and it hit me very much, so I posted this on my journal.

Abdul Kalam Sir is my role model, I know about him but I was not aware that he is the author of this quote

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Keep going brother @EvilMorty. Take more effort in completing your daily activities. That aside you are on the right path. Greatness is waiting for you.

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Day 30 [30 July 2020 time is 10:00AM IST]

Yesterday was a good day not the great, but still things went as expected. Felt good, will reach 30th day mark in another 45 mins very much excited, first time in my life, happy to the core :heart_eyes:

Woke up early :x:
Excerise :white_check_mark:
Meditation :white_check_mark:
Learning :white_check_mark:
Work :white_check_mark:
Positivity :white_check_mark:
Mobile usage reduced :white_check_mark:
Drink lots of water :white_check_mark:
Spend time with family :white_check_mark:
Get motivated :white_check_mark:
Motivated others :white_check_mark:
Going to bed early :white_check_mark:

Overall a good day, it could be great :hugs:

“Do one thing every day that scares you.”― Eleanor Roosevelt

Staying strong :muscle: To infinity and beyond :v:

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All I can say is just, you are awesome, congratulations :hugs:

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Day 31 [31 July 2020 time is 10:00AM IST]

Yesterday was a normal day, things went well. Work was somewhat less yesterday and that leads to using mobile a lot, need to find a better way to reduce mobile usage.

Woke up early :white_check_mark:
Excerise :white_check_mark:
Meditation :white_check_mark:
Learning :white_check_mark:
Work :white_check_mark:
Positivity :white_check_mark:
Mobile usage reduced :x:
Drink lots of water :white_check_mark:
Spend time with family :white_check_mark:
Get motivated :white_check_mark:
Motivated others :white_check_mark:
Going to bed early :white_check_mark:

Overall a normal day.

“Challenges are what make life interesting. Overcoming them is what makes them meaningful.”

Staying strong :muscle: To infinity and beyond :v:

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Shit happened… the time was past 2AM, was sleeping peacefully had a shittiest s** dream, suddenly I gained my conscious and woke up. One of the worst thing I ever dreamt of happened. I bursted out and I felt O the worst part is, I was very conscious when this happened. Writing this in so much pain, after all the efforts I put in for the last month wasted for like nothing. I’m so sorry, you guys held my back and I disappointed you, I really hate myself.

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You tried your best … that’s what matters. And rather than hating yourself, be proud of yourself, as you have made this so far.

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I may be the last person you would be expecting to comment on your diary but here i am.
It is my duty to wake you up from a dream … boy.

You disappointed yourself.

You should start loving yourself.
Change your negative thinging… thats it.
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You can bounce back stronger… Plant seeds of Faith & Good Will.

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Thanks man you have been giving me constant support, appreciate that :heart: will come back stronger

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Thanks brother, people may criticize you for your responses, but I always seen you as a strict motivator.

I will come back stronger. Thanks for your response :pray:

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Build Back BETTER.
DO NOT REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN.

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Chill bruh.
Dont carry carry the stones of your failures behind your back but use them beneath your feet to move up in life.
Peace. :heart:

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No worries bro…
I was surprised today to see your streak on red color. Eventually it’s dragged me here to figure it out…why!
I feel for you. Wish you come back more stronger this time. Never hate yourself,Every day is a new opportunity to rebuild your will power.
Forget this relapse as a bad dream. Otherwise it’s disappoint you every now and then.
Keep it up with your new streak and show us of your stronger version.:muscle:

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@EvilMorty as I understand you, this was not conscious relapse but wet dream, for me this is not relapse at all despite you lost your semen. Relapse for me is when you watch porn or masturbate consciously. When you are not in asleep.

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