Hey confused to myself I’m not ■■■■ addict person. I watch ■■■■ 1 time in a week normally. But some time I watch alternative day.
Due to ■■■■ my whole life suffering such that I was brilliant student.,i study 10-12 hr in day.
Lots of concentration, focus.
Now I suffering lack of study interests.
I frequently fail in exam. I was those kind person who has committed or dedicated toward to our goal.
But now a day not interest to study.
Lot of thing happen due to ■■■■
Coming soon…
Day 11
In morning I feel so happy and energetic that time I feel, do anything without any huddle
But suddenly what happened I doesn’t know that
Headache,my head so heavy
No energy to study
Eye pain such that migraine start
Doesn’t focus on studies
At teenage
I always curious about the ■■■■, saw i nudity of girls. I attracted toward the girl. First time I expose sexual content when I went to NCC camp
My show me some pic totally nude.
I feel so shameful that is totally wrong.
God punish me. That is unethical.
When i came to college. Girl openly talk about sexual comments. Sex is a tabbu.
Open your mind.
After some time, when I receive mobile.
Lots of content saw on mobile soft ■■■■ such that bikinis girl, wearing a cloth for show their figure and so on.
That start to indulge in youtube sexual vedio
My life change in college some boys saw real ■■■■ on crome such that explicitly erotic.
Then I saw day by day… Fall into ■■■■ graphics content, brother, sister such that dreamer movie, age gap relationship sex, mom, real Indian mms.
When i wrote my story, I feel so shameful.
First thing self acceptance I culprit.
Lots thing I share my life of story
And sorry for some grammatical mistakes.
राधा राधा
Day 11
Woke up 6.00 am
No exercise
No meditation
No study
Relapse chances 90%
Shower 2 times
Feeling
Medium no motivation or no depression
Today Carrier affort 20%
राधा राधा
Day 12
Woke up 8 am
Woke up target 5 am
No exercise
No meditation
Relapse chances 0%
Carrier affort 80%
Shower 2 time
Feeling good
Water 2 ltr
Screen time 3.35 hr
Target screen hr 2 hr
Radha Radha
Day 13
Woke up 5.45AM
target 5.00AM
5 min exercise
5 min meditation
Relapse chances 10%
Carrier affort 50%
shower 1 time
feel
my stomach was stuck,feel low
SINNS AFFECTING MY LIFE
At sixteen, I was a brilliant student. I was one of the school’s school captains. and also the NCC major sargent, which is one of the senior ranks of the NCC cadet. In sixteen-eighteen, an always enthusiastic person learns something new. that time, so happy and healthy person.and my work is carrier-oriented.
My life changed when I received my mobile phone for the first time and started to watch ■■■■. In my initial days, I saw ■■■■ for a while, but day after day, ■■■■ totally affected my life. I was always lazy, and my happiness was suddenly gone. My behaviour changed with my parents.
lot of time I was feel conduct a sucide.My life has drastically changed, and my age is going on. always thinking about how to be self-sufficient.
I remember one day being made into a hanging noose. but I did not commit suicide due to a craven person. What happened after committing suicide? what my parents feel.
coming soon…
so on
Radha Radha
Day 14
woke up 6.00am
target woke up 5.00am
exercise no
meditation no
relapse chances 5%
carrier affort 98%
water 1.5 ltrs
screen times 3.00hr
target screen time 2.00hr
**completion of 2 week of NOFAB
Thank you so much, Nofab community.
Here, all the people are supportive of each other.
Remember, whenever I feel like a mentor, how do you guide me?
Always Shlok Bhaiya, stand with us to provide proper guidance.
My next target is to complete the third week of Nofab.
राधा राधा
Day 15
No exercise
No meditation
Woke up 6.00 am
Drink water 1.5 ltr
Relapse chances 80%
Study 5 hrs
FEEL
Mood swings
Anxiety
Morning lots of positive
But suddenly in evening I feel anxieties
राधा राधा
Day 16
Woke up 6.00am
I realize that at days 1 to 7. I have lots energy or motivation how to defeat pmo.
I think about whole day what to do? Or what to not do?
But at day 16 I feel constant mind, I not to think about pmo in a whole day.
My motivation or energy has been low at that time.
Since 3-4 years my jaw constantly feel pain
But now pain has been gone.
I feel relax and calm mind
Hey Hey Hey …
don’t leave us right now ! @mani_123 be more clear about what you doand your reasons to do it not because you see companion here do it but because you know it and try it , mani express your feeling about anything you do , even this failure times …
Believe , one day you will up up up with your thoughts and energy with new version of yourself .
Thank you for your concern
I’m not leave now
And wishes to you, for one day you become a gentleman
You make a long steak that steak change your life:star2:
Day 17:triangular_flag_on_post:
Complete
oops nope i am a woman @mani_123
it’s ok we are good , i will work hard to live well and to keep myself in peace .
i will success
Day 18 Complete
Here no one know me, I can share my story
Last 2-3 day I’m not do meditation and exercise.
I was little much anxity and depressed.
My result of ca inter will be come.
Today, my result come out, Im not clear exam.
I pass in all subjects account, law and tax but criteria of aggregate not fulfil. 9 marks kaam padgye(i need a 9 marks)
I was did lots of hard work. I studied 10 to 12 hrs every single day. Some day I studied 12 to 14 hr.
I doesn’t know about what to do?
I was not a ■■■■ addict. In lots of pressure on me
That time was saw sexual content.
Whenever I was saw ■■■■ that next 2-3 side effects on me that means I face heavy headache weakness
Clearly Said that my 6 month totally waste due to not clear exam.
Before 2-3 week before of exam I was feel lot of pressure that time little much addicted I was frequently watch ■■■■ for release of pressure.
But due to sins I mentally weak my thinking capacity has reduced.
Whenever think about my parents I feel guilty and culprit. There hard work and believe on me those thing I break.
One think I said to my parents I did lots of hard work.
I was stuck in bull sit.
I’m not happy:cry:
Ohhoo😞
Sorry @NhTbH for said you as gentleman
I was not known that you are a girl.
Wish very luck hope your all dream come True.
You live as a lifestyle of nofab in your life.
Then you no need to count a steak.