I can understand ur feelings. Bcs im same like u bro. Due to this addiction i couldnt study properly. I wasted 2 year.i cried lot of time in my room alone.
Then i decided do or die .now im coming back.
My body is mine. I have to controll it .i will insha allah.
After result I was in stress. I don’t know how to I reach ■■■■ site and why I watch sexual content.
But I feel guilty.
After relapse suddenly benefits of nofab has been gone.
That is glow in skin, positive energy, calm behaviour and so on.
Next day of relapse, I faced severe headach suddenly I start carrying, why i do?
And mood swings started
All thing happen
Ist step of I saw a sexual content of curiosity
Than next day urges start and I relapse.
If I want to lifestyle of nofab 1st assure that Deciplian, there is no other option.
Suddenly I stop update about nofab in my dairy.
I was thought about I recover from sinn
But that was my huge mistake.
I watch lots of ■■■■
Now a days that effect
I feel weakness, don’t feel do anything.
Lots of head headaches
Glowness on my face disappears
Look like a ugly such us dark circle on my face.
Today I start my new journey.
Basic target
No youtube
No social media
Wake up 5 am
Meditation and exercise
Study
Shower 2 times whole a day
Screen time 1 hr or less
Drink water 3ltr
Sleep 11pm
Day 000
राधा राधा
Woke up 8.45 am
No meditation
No exercise
Yes youtube
No social media
Relapse chanace 100%
Yes today relapse
Drink water 1ltr
Mobile more the 3 hrs
FEEL sever headache
Lost my carrier
Radha Radha
LEVEL 01: 07 DAYS
DAY :01/07 DAYS
DAYS REMAINING FOR EXAM:45 DAYS
DATE:22/7/2024
WOKE UP:6.AM
MEDITATION : YES
EXERCISE: YES
YOUTUBE:36 min bad
SOCIAL MEDIA:NO
WATER :1 LTR
STUDY HOURS:3HR
SHOWER:2 TIMES
NOS URGES:YES
SLEEP:11.00PM
TODAY FEELING:LOTS OF HEADACHE,FEEL LIKE DO NOTHING.
Radha Radha :
Level 01: 07 DAYS
Day :02/07 DAYS
Days REMAINING FOR EXAM:44 DAYS
Date:23/7/2024
Woke up:5.50.AM
Meditation : YES
Exercise: YES
Youtube:no
Social Media :NO
WATER :1.5 LTR
Study Hour:6HR
Shower:2 Times
Nos. Urges:Yes
Sleep:11.00PM
Today Feeling: Feel low energy whole day.
Radha Radha
Level 01: 07 DAYS
Day :03/07 DAYS
Days REMAINING FOR EXAM:43 DAYS
Date:24/7/2024
Woke up:6.10.AM
Meditation : no
Exercise: no
Youtube:no
Social Media :NO
WATER :1.5 LTR
Study Hour:8HR
Shower:1 Times
Dueto cold air flow
Nos. Urges:Yes
Sleep:11.00PM
Today Feeling: In morning I have lots energy and motivation perhaphs evening I feel low energy.
Radhe Radhe Keep going. Shri Ji is blessing you.
Thanky
Radha Radha
Mere liye nofab bahut jarruri hai
Mujhe agar exam clear karna hai
Mera ek din bhi waste Matlab fail.
Hope I will succeed.
Radha Radha
Level 01: 07 DAYS
**Day :04/07 DAYS **
Days REMAINING FOR EXAM:42 DAYS
Date:24/7/2024
Woke up:6.15.AM
Meditation : no
Exercise: no
Youtube:no
Social Media :NO
WATER :1.5 LTR
Study Hour:8HR
Shower:1 Times
Dueto cold air flow
Nos. Urges:Yes
Sleep:11.00PM
Today Feeling: few fever and sickness.
Day 5
Today I feel lots of mood swing
FEEL sad, suddenly upset, suddenly happy
Start dancing and lessoning songs
Below abdomen
I feel something else
Lots of energy thats I can’t handled it.
I feel spill out from body
Annoying feel
Radha Radha
Level 01: 07 DAYS
**Day :05/07 DAYS **
Days REMAINING FOR EXAM:41 DAYS
Date:24/7/2024
Woke up:6.15.AM
Meditation : no
Exercise: yes
Youtube:no
Social Media :NO
WATER :1.5 LTR
Study Hour:8HR
Shower:1 Times
Dueto cold air flow
Nos. Urges:Yes
Sleep:11.00PM
Today Feeling: below abdomen I feel lots of energy such that its difficult to handle
want to spill out from body .
Good luck brother for September, I am also in CA inter.
All the best bro
We make a long steak together
And we pass together also
Day 8 complete
Sorry last 2 days, i was no update.
Because of switch off mobile.
I will update in short.
Day 10
Complete:ok_hand:
Day 13
Sad mood
Difficult to stay study
Flatline
Day 14
Complete
Hallo guys anyone read this post
Anyone face flatline
How to wear feel in this period
how to overcome it’s.
Give your comments about flatline.