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Donāt worry. Just start again. We all will reach our goal one day
Day 7 Check-In
I got to say I just relapsed.
Itās horrible feeling because I promised I wonāt fap in my 20 years but I did. And I feel anger because I had way bigger urges than this one and I could handle it easy if I really wanted.
Anyway I canāt change the past but I am not done till I get to day 365
@BobDeen hey man, Iām sorry to hear and I can identify with what youāre going through. I relapsed on day 118 once, nothing could have justified it. I have to say, however, far worse than that relapse has been all the ones Iāve done since.
If I had just found a way to pick myself up after that initial fall and get another strong streak going right away (instead of using it as an excuse to wallow and relapse even more) I would be in the triple digits right now.
Iām going to add you to a mentorship, friend, start from zero and hit that 365.
I know you can do it!
Words of wisdom @Keats words of wisdomā¦ Thank you
As I am thinking about it right now I am pretty happy because if it hadnāt happened I wouldnāt see how pride I was about my streak and what I thought about others who are not as successful as I am. At least I can start less ego driven now
Good luck to yall
Oh yea thanks for the trust letās get started my team
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Day : 60/60
Sorry to hear. Stop the fall as soon as you can! Donāt let it lurke in your mind and change your attitude. You might gave in to the temptation once, but you did not gave up your goal, so remain focused just as you said naming your 365 days target.
Also donāt blame yourself, donāt hate yourself. You are a human too, we all have our flaws and we are far from perfect so itās alright to fail sometimes, but itās not alright to stay down as failure.
I survived second day
@wall-e for completing 60 days in your streak you have earned the second insignia:
Congratulations!
You were one of the first supporters of this challenge and have always offered a wealth of encouragement and support to others on here.
Its satisfying to see you come so far, and I know youāll make a great mentor.
Well done on this milestone!
Congratulations, @wall-e!! Man, Iām so proud of you, as @Keats said, youāre one of the originals guys here, and during this time I saw your excellent work. Youāre really a hero here, Iām so happy to see you coming so far.
You and @Keats are both legends
Day 3 check in
No PMO
Day 4 & day 5 check in
Thanks gentlemen that made my day. Well you know what, dealing with argues are definitely challenging but the most difficult part is to correcting the habits by bringing the original life and career back without pmo. Certainly no other person can understand how that feels when you donāt trust yourself and what has made this addiction in your life. if youāve identified in early stage then youāre lucky. if not then you have to pay for it for sure no doubt. Because with time your priorities and responsibilities increases , problems either. And yes again, itās the biggest challenge in my life to live with it gracefully.
Thanks each one of you for supporting me during this journey.
@HealingSpade @Keats
Hey @Keats am I in the challange as you didnāt assigned mentor to me and my name is not anywhere I already requested you some days before
current streak 47 days
@medicomonk, Click this : Relapse Report.
Most of the answers you seek, May be found on the report, If More Clarity is Needed, then you can Head over to My featured Topic. Itās a Mess down there, but Amidst the Mess, You May Find Meaning.
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Day 42