Check in: Day 6
Safeguard : waking up early and going for a run , deinking 3 l + water
Oh ok thanks! Yeah my sharing code is off by half a day or so so it always changes late. Iāll go change that
Checking in, Day 16ā
A good Sunday to Yāall.
It must be day 13ā¦'checmk imm mros happiness is seems to be clearā¦
30 days completedā¦ so a month has completed and I can feel the changeā¦ my next target is to beat my longest streak of 93 daysā¦ still a long way to goā¦ but I can do itā¦ itās been a month for me in the forum and this forum and community has supported me so muchā¦ you guys give me motivation to get rid of thisā¦ downloading rewire companion app was one of the best decisions I madeā¦
Check in day 48
HS 29
I lost brothers
I was using Tiktok
@loser12 for completing 30 days in your streak you have earned the first insignia:
Congratulations!
It is great to see you continue to crush this challenge.
Keep leading the way for the rest of us, friend.
@alphadude
hey man, what happened to you on Day 14 isnāt good to hearā¦ the thing about urges, bro CALM down, this is normal, these are withdrawal symptoms, to be precise, a flatline period. For 13 days you had been controlling your URGES, or rather fighting with themā¦ i know itās really hard becoming a slave to the URGES, man, believe me every person in this forum has to undergo the MIGHTY SURGE OF URGES, we have to bear it for, we have waged a WAR against ourselves(our past). The war with oneās own self is the hardest to fight and believe me, if u managed the feat then youāll become the strongest. Iām saying this because iāve gone through what youāve been going for a pretty long time (a year almost). And the CATASTROPHE, that i experienced was quite miserable, iām sorry, i canāt describe THAT in words.
Weāve chosen the path of CHANGE,
WE SHALL HAVE TO BEAR THE BRUNT OF IT. These bearings and sufferings wonāt go in vain, for, we have decide not to waste our JUICE in the drain.
COME BACK STRONGā¦
DONāT EVER GIVE UP THE PATH OF CHANGE
Expect the dawn of a new beginning in the dark nights of life
-Lloyd John Ogilvie
Group Update
Today we move into phase 2 of this challenge.
In this phase The League of Gentlemen will no longer be accepting new candidates.
The goal of this phase is for all existing candidates to make membership (and for current members to keep getting stronger).
Candidates (or members) who relapse will be given one final chance.
This will be their last stand and will be indicated by this icon in their status:
A relapse while on your last stand will result in complete elimination from the challenge
Phase 2 will come to an end when the last candidate has either relapsed or entered the League of Gentlemen as a member.
Friends, things just got serious. Letās all make membership.
It is timeā¦
Relapse
Just give me one last chance
This is nice broā¦ itās just 18 daysā¦ you can do it candidates come on
Check in day1/18ā
Today, I couldnāt go for cycling in the morning because it was raining outside, but will go in evening.
Damn boi , things be moving fast now , I am determined more than ever to not fucking give up !
I struggled to write this post, because even within ā ā ā ā addiction, pied is quite a sensitive topic. However most of those who just like me spent more then a decade with ā ā ā ā addiction, are facing this problem. This is realy a hard thing to even think about, since this issue is messing with one of our fundamentals as a man.
So yeah, Iām struggling with it. When I first managed to get a longer streak(58 days), the only difference I got, was, that my blood flow got better, so visually I looked bigger. Now Iām over 70 days and today, I felt a different kind of morning wood, than before. I undoubtedly felt a long forgotten sign of life. I had monrning woods almost always, but simple and weaker ones. Sorry to make it this detailed, I donāt want to bother any of you with it. I just want to give hope to those who also face this issue. For me, a long time addict, after 70 days this is something so overwhelmingly happy thing to happen that I canāt really describe properly how I feel. I was almost done with this, I almost gave up hope to heal there too and I was ready to accept that I wonāt be able to perform with real women ever. Then this happens. There was times when I gave up my streaks because I thougt it doesnāt matter anymore, since Iām incapable to do the real thing. I was wrong, thank God, I was wrong. I know very well, that it doesnāt mean that it will be easy, or quick from here. Healing is a long road to take from pmo. But hope is there, change is real.
Honestly guys, if you also face this, donāt give up! Itās worth the fight! We all can heal!
@Keats
i just masturbated, the second casuality in PHASE 2
now, 4 days of rigorous effort in drain. Guess, iām getting a second and last chance.
Check-in
Day 67
HS: 17