Same situation happened with me even I was a little confused how he knows about me I thought he is a old user like sholt Tenkerrot who is now active again after years till I mistakenly opened transformers challenge created by nerbo and saw he was bumblebee there! He was always here but it’s just that we forgotten him or maybe never noticed him that much earlier!
Now I get it. Damn bro, shit like this happens when you get away for few months and comeback later.
I didn’t know awaken one was always here until I saw old messages from 2022 where I had talked with him
Well we both had different usernames earlier
Bro said , no one cared for him and see the notification he had . 97 freakn notifications and 1 dm . I rarely seen 30 + notification even when I take a break for many months.
And quite a different personalities
I meant I was expecting replies on my dairy. Whenever someone disappears and had conversed with me enough, i reply on their diary.
Most were likes and replies to the topics I have made.
Its better that didnt happen. There were many diaries that were scammed during ur absence. Then a separate topic got created called goofy comic here to make sure the diaries dont get scammed
You mean spammed?
Yeah yeah. Typo error
Bye bye diary, it was nice documenting all the highs and lows for about a year here.
I never really knew I will comeback here. I am a man of stubborn commitment. I didn’t wanted to come here. This might probably the first time I am coming back to a place which I promised to leave.
Don’t know if this will make me less of a man (first time not putting my words). But I desperately need it. I have relapsed 8 times in last 7 days and apart from April, this year I am sure I have done it 45+ times. Last year it was 18 at the halfway mark (july 2024). It’s been a year I haven’t reached even a 50 day streak.
I am scared. I feel anxious and I don’t feel like the same guy I was one year ago
You know what happened? U failed miserably with a best streak of 46 days. U lost and that’s the reality u have to live with for the coming few days atleast.
I Know you got this bro, if you can do almost an year you can do for your entire life, stay strong brother
I am so happy to see you after a long time. How are you doing?
Hello man I like Naruto too , I think I’,m sick and I feel like a sheet pornography is destroying myself and my life another hand I feel very sad so I watch pornography to pass that , I have friends I have family but I feel loliness
You need friends close enough to discuss this thing with you. But alas, 95% of them just make fun of it IRL I myself experienced this.
I have an advice, Stop imagining fake scenarios and, stop reinforcing those thought and try not to think about urges , fake scenarios or imaginations.
Once you stop reinforcing those thoughts, you’ll be free from this addiction, atleast till you think about them again!
I was also relapsing constantly in every 3 days, till I stopped reinforcing those thoughts, and i believe, I can now achieve a good streak this time, and can go my all time high.
As of now my Current streak is 12 days , I know it’s nothing but it’ll change into a big number soon.
No bro! It doesn’t make you less of a man at all. Think about it—there’s no such thing as a “last time” in reality. You left the forum when you got rid of the addiction, right? Back then, it was the king who left—the one who had conquered it. But the prince, the one still fighting, used to come here.
Now that the king has stumbled, the prince is back—not to stay defeated, but to rise again and reclaim the throne. So technically, your words are still intact. It wasn’t this you who made the promise—it was the version of you who had already won. Now you’re just here to become him again.
I know it sounds a bit weird or confusing, but that’s the beauty of it. Life’s bizarre sometimes. And honestly, you’re not alone—there are people who’ve posted dramatic “I’m leaving forever” speeches, only to come back the very next day. And now they’re still chilling here like nothing happened .
I don’t even mind them staying, but at least give your “leaving forever” post some relevance, you know? Like bro, come back after a month—not after collecting emotional goodbyes just to say, “Ah well, I’m back!” the next morning .
But you? You came back for a real reason. You came back because you need this right now. And that takes courage, not weakness. You’re the prince again—and that’s fine—because every great king falls before he truly rules. So rise again, bro. We’re with you.
Aise bhi log hai kya, damn. Must be really analytical of them.
Fun Fact: I wanted to make such speech yesterday again.