Day 3
So basically I am really sad, My crush ignored my request in insta. I accidentally pressed on login, I deactivated the account long back . So I used to see her profile everyday and just stare and i was fed up that I decided to deactivate my account and today i saw that few of my idiotic old friends ( The crush is from my old school and she is in 9th and I’m in 10th) were following her and say no more i send a request because if she can be followed by them why not me . After that I waited for a long time and then i realised that she ignored me after she changed her Dp . Mahn i felt so bad. She doesn’t know me too much is another fact . There is a story.
May be my friends must known her personally now because I left the school 3 years ago. The school right now I am in I have literally no respect i have no friends . I am like an introvert there. But when I was in my old school there was no one in the school who doesn’t know me because I used to conduct all the stage programe etc.
I was the bravest boy because I was the only guy who used speak with the principal whenever there was a problem . I was surrounded by girls not because of my looks but I was a really confident and fun guy . But now in this corona period i became really addicted shy boy . In my new school I’m the quietest kid ever known. I will be telling about my crush and her story after .
Thank you @The_integrous_one @anon69203515 @The_Ambitious_One @Awaken_one @risinglion123 @the_resilient_one @BlackMagic123 @The_Brave_Pilot
@VINNN
For the support . This vacation i will change myself to whole new person
I have many stories to tell u guys
. At that time I was like in class 8th and we were in a kind of relationship already 
. We were not even completely mature , but those things kept going on . We used to talk like couples (I laugh every time I remember those things . ) . After months of chatting , from nowhere she came to realize that we are too young for this 
. She asked me to stop all these things and never talk to her . That broke me hard 
. She deleted my contact , account and even the app in which we used to talk . I was quite sad and lonely as I had no friends and no recognition in the new school . Adding to that , it was lockdown period already . THE PERIOD OF FALLING INTO THE ADDICTION . After that I used to fap 2 - 3 times everyday 
. I found a lot of pleasure in that but who knew that I was destroying my life 
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. I liked your way of speaking, i mean your language and it’s beauty. It kept me there to read the whole paragraph 