So its my third day .
I successfully completed 2 days without any fapping .
I found many difficulty in controlling my urge specially in the morning . Its like hell … Iam addicted of fapping right after waking up .
I use to check my phone , my instagram , chat apps and every time it leads me to my fantasy world … one thing leads to another and in between i get thoughts of coming out of this fantasy world but then also my mind plays with me like just go for this one and then i will quit but its a trap i always fell into and i get out of it only after fapping .
But from before taking this no fap challenge i deactivated all my instagram , chat apps and block my browser also … So now whenever i wake up and tries to go for it my phone reminds me that i dont even have to check it … Sometimes i try to trick myself by sorting out a way to browse or check anything but then i controll myself .
I never knew it will be so hard to come out of this porn shit .
Please god help me in rewiring my brain .i really want a way to delete all the porn shit data that is permanently stored in my brain .
Guys please motivate me i dont wanna ruin my life anymore .
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