Got distracted today went from one thing to another and ended up searching explicit content. Saw the thumbnails but didn’t click on the video. Decided to get away from it but masterbated a little before i managed to stop myself. Now the desire for explicit content is back, stronger, and the desire to find a dirty massage or indulge in some other sexual sin on sunday so will be praying extra tomorrow for strength.
Going now to sort my insurance for my new drone (a dji neo) and also go for a skate. (I skate inlines, my sister skates on quads)
Keep striving everyone!
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So was away for a week. Back on Monday and as after every holiday had strong desires for ■■■■ and masterbation. Masterbatwd twice and had a long ongoing battle against ■■■■ wuth some sucess and some failures. Pleased to note hardly any homosexual desires and the few rhaf cane through were squashed almost immediately.
Reading every young man’s battle again. I have noticed some very negative opinions about it online due to the way it was written which is interesting. Some people are very critical about how it doesn’t beat arounf the budh when discussing sexual sin, saying it’s too explicit. I have also spoken to my father a couple of times (who also struggled with ■■■■ and overcame it now) im hoping he will be able to become an “accountability partner” to a degree for me!
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Currently on 23 days
Just was in town and was in the area of a place that sells opportunities to sin and misbehave. I was feeling the pull (many will know the feeling, its the same as ■■■■ but way stronger). But I said no! Carried on back to my car and left the area, now feeling elated at this small win, which is a Big step in building good behavior.
Since posting about it on rewire I have had much success, still issues with ■■■■, but impulse homosexual desires are now frequently crushed and I have not had any encounter since posting!
God willing, this is the beginning of a better stage!
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