Keep going bro, you’re really motivating
Stay strong, I’m happy for you
Day 57 (yesterday). I have been getting alot of urges lately, including a few flashbacks of previous relapses, Ive been holding on though and keeping busy, Ive got urges right now, but it’s how I respond to them that matters most, If they get intense I promise to ask for help.
Day 58. I was able to make eye with people for at least 2 seconds. I still do get shy to talk to people though, eye contact is just the beginning.
Day 59. Came close to relapsing today, I felt like searching up a model, but I asked for help instead, I realized, that I was holding urges back for a while and that they had been building up overtime, I decided to let the urges flow through my body and I transmuted them.
Ok, I must confess, I was just looking at some normal nofap memes, but then I started to look for triggering memes, and when an ad came on, I was expecting it to be something triggering, but I snapped out of it and was like, wtf am I doing, this is the first time in 60 days that this has happened, I need to be careful. From now on I promise to check in daily to be accountable, and prevent a relapse happening.
Be vigilant man, You can’t distract yourself like that. You brain is leading you to someplace ( You know)
Don’t get complacent bro. Always keep your guard up.
It’s normal to have such urges, especially between day 60-130 or 40, that’s what I’ve heard from other people who’ve been here and by personal experience, I think it’s because it’s major rewiring period, as connections are breaking our mind tries everything in its power to keep them intact
Day 60. The rest of today was great, after work, I decided to go for a run in the dark.
Day 61. I had a great day today, I believe it was from that run I did last night, my leg muscles were sore from running, but I was was able to push through today.
I experienced a morning wood this morning and I feel great. I feel like a man.
Is this your highest ?
Yes this is the longest I’ve been on nofap.
I haven’t really been thinking about what day I’m on lately, which I’m pretty sure is a good sign, I’ve been so busy and ive been focusing on myself more lately.
Ive lost count of how many days im on, it’s means im making progress. Ive stopped counting days, I only know what day I’m on when checking my counter.
Day 66. Today I had alot more energy than usual and suddenly I enjoyed being at work today.
Day 69. Today I ran 3 to 6 kilometers and I took shred and burn, and creatine as pre work outs, I did take a few breaks though, but it’s something that I can work on as my fitness improves.
Here’s some links discord servers that helped me in my nofap journey:
This server is about nofap, PRS reboot and self improvement, they also talk about body building and weight lifting etc.
This server is about nofap also and the owner is a fapstronaught himself, he is over 1200 days in nofap, this server is also what helped me achieve the streak I’m currently on, definitely a server you should join.
Day 70. Ran 5 kilometers at sunset and for the final 100 meters I ran at full speed, I’m feeling like a champ right now. Being on nofap I am starting to form new habits in my life.
well done my friend.
did you recognised you can run longer or faster being on nofap?
Absolutely, and being on nofap, ive actually got the motivation to go for runs, and when I was fapping, I was too lazy and couldn’t bothered, when I go for a run I tell myself to move forward and not look back, similar to me moving forward in life and not dwelling on the past.