These days after having crossed over 10+ days streak,I am getting a strong desire to have a female companion. I am feeling bad for myself for getting hooked to jerking off to images of girls,and sometimes to real women without letting them notice. Why I’m so bad like that ?
I think it’s only because of this creepy habits,I was never successful with girls. I’m not bragging myself but I’m above average looking and quite smart but I had never have any courage to approach any girl during my graduation years. Now I’m feeling so lonely and this loneliness sucks. I’m thinking to get married but I don’t have enough courage either to say this to my parent. I’m now 25 years old
I think all I need is true female companion which I’m lacking for years.
I had once loved one girl during school days,she left me when she joined her new college. Since then I am heart broken.
My question is if it’s OK to have a strong desire for having a gf. I’m not looking for sex or one night stand. ( Trust me)
I want a genuine romantic relationship with a girl.
I will start approach girls once I cross 90+ days streak hard mode. First I need to change my view on women, reboot my brain
Please guys support me
May God bless everyone