Beast Titan ( P O R N Industry ) - Throwing breaking P O R N videos in the form of ads , insta reels , asmrs , try on hauls etc
TRO (The Rising One ) - There’s no point standing around. We’ll be showered by more urges. Take back your duscipline and come back on track.
Ambi - Be honest , Are we just riding to our relapses ?
TRO - Maybe
Ambi - Since we are relapsing anyway ? Who cares what we do ?. We could have disobeyed your orders and watch P O R N and it wouldn’t mean a thing would it ?
TRO - You are precisely right .
TRO - Everything you thought had meaning , every hope , dream or moment of happiness , None of it matters as you die bleeding with relapses. None of it changes what a speeding urges does to body. We all might relapse. Does our mean our lives are meaningless ? Does that mean there were no point being born ?
Would you say that to your past self who fought for you ? What about them ? Were their struggles meaningless ?
NO THEY WERE NOT !! Their memories serve as an example to us all. The courageous fallen , the anguished fallen , their memories have meaning because we the living refuse to forget them . And even as we charge to certain relapse , we trust our future to do the same for us.
Because my soldiers do not buckle or yield when faced with the cruelty of this P O R N Industry. My soldiers push forward , My soldiers scream out. My soldiers rage
sorry agr m kuchh glt boldu to but if u r sad just becasue u relapsed and feeling like a looser although mujhe upr jo bhi kuchh likha hua smjh nhi aya but
But if you feel like you did something that bad that u cant do anything now, let me tell you that this is just a pathetic regret after relapsing. Yes, I also failed my challenge on the 29th day, just one day before completion. But bro, trust me, there is still a lot of time, and nothing bad has happened yet. A relapse’s regret cannot control your thoughts. Just think of it this way, from today’s date, you have entered your Zenitsu Infinity Castle form, [im noob at motivating someone who is already damn consistent and disciplined ]
I myself relapsed so how can I lecture you, I am just wondering.
You have many reasons not to feel hopeless, since you have the biggest asset to yourself, time. Unlike many of us who are in our 20-30s , you have the time to shift from the bubble that causes you to relapse. Join gym, go out, get into a uni outside of your state, start that risky YouTube if you want, or clear that entrance with all your mind.
A mere slip should not make you feel like you lost it all. There are things that would make you happy.
Btw what do you want to become?
Ambitious one be like: I don’t reply to lazy MFS who reply for formality.
Wanted to study astronomy since childhood , thought into getting IISC later but the rat race here changed me
studying cs last 2 years developed new interest and I want to get cs engineering as of now .
Physics will be permanent love , both theoretical and practical . Nuclear and astrophysics are major interests . I have no problem getting into research later , but not in India .
I wish I had similar field like yours. I did a mistake back then not choosing it
Do make your cool subjects count, I see alot of interesting fields when I search online and they require what you study. I can’t solve mathematics of 11th or 12th for now since I never studied it.
Unlike me, you have alot of options for future.
The best Uni’s with low fees want to teach students like you. So if you ever want info regarding that do ask me.
Thats something implanted in me since childhood , can’t explain much
I loved to think about it since I was young , earlier we used to live in a rural like area where power cuts were frequent , elders and children used to gather and sit in ground . I liked to lay down and watch the stars , some of my friends thought I was a freak . I could also identify satellites moving like dot objects at complete dark .
Later , when we got a good tv , I was fond of watching some good shows aired on nat geo and discovery science . My favourite ones being “comos , ( a modern adaptation of carl sagan’s documentary " and " how the universe works” , I used to watch these when I was in class 6th - 9th and I got blown away by all the information , mysteries and vastness of the things out there . I used to watch episodes multiple times to understand everything I can and got them in my mind . I think watching interstellar was a major inspiration . Later , I used to rant all those information to my friends/ cousins , though they didn’t seem to be much interested . I waited for powercuts when I went to village so that I can get a look at sky , I used to have random talks with my father while walking , he had quite some knowledge too , both scriptural and scientific . After that , growing up I have only read books , watched documentaries and videos on youtube .
You can Give IAT exam , maybe you know about it , its exam starts around last week of June . You will get into research and if you will excel in in bachelors and masters you may get a chance to study abroad.
