Give up.
Give up and you’ll understand that you can’t give up.
You don’t have money, girls around you, houses, vacations, you’re under control of your parents and so on you think your life is garbage.
So. Will this change if you give up? You know the answer: it won’t change, it will get even worse.
You know, life is not that generous to let us choose everything.
But I have a question to you. “Imagine you have a box. You can just open it and press the button. After you will painlessly disappear. Nobody will understand how did you die.” I want you to close your eyes and imagine this scene. You laying on your bed and you have that box only for one night. Will you press it? Will you open the lid look at I and then press?
I hope the answer is no. But the answer is not important here. The important part is “why?” Please answer here.
Trying to live is easier than giving up. That’s why homeless, disabled, blind, deaf people exist.
I’m not saying it’s easy. No it may be very hard.
The key is small steps. The first step for pmo addicted is low energy. Concentrate on building energy. Day by day, as much as you can, no matter how hard it will get, you improve it, you push through. Then you continue and add something new, reading. Again it may be one page, you may get bored, you may get angry, you may not like whatever you do. But slowly you it starts to get easier.
Then when you are full of energy and knowledge you start making money. Again it’s hard, you get rejected, nobody likes that idea, parent say are you crazy, go find something, you hate them, but you do small steps and you do the first money. Finally.
When you are used to making money, the world changes. Girls love you, because of your energy, your smarts, your money, your power, your connections. But it’s hard again, because higher companies start to compete, they use police, law, marketing… every way to get you down. But life is asking you to go on and persist, and don’t get broken. And when you, your level increases.
3 days ago I was laying down to sleep but couldn’t because I was feeling what you feel now. And I imagined that I have the angel who always try to accomplish my dreams. But he constantly asks me to be patient, so he can work faster.
Close your eyes and talk to your angel. He will give you all the answers and will ask you to be patient when: your parents are angry, your energy is low, when you see your friend getting job, when you see your other friend getting a girlfriend, when you get one but she leaves you, when you watch Netflix and think you’ll never get “that life”… He will say buddy, I’m making your dreams, be patient and go through.
Your dad gave you a life. Do you think he didn’t have a girlfriend? Funny right? Your mom gave you a life, because she found something beautiful in life and told (I want a little angel that will experience this beauty). And she raised you so you’ll experience that beauty. If you have a roof on your top and food, please hug and kiss your mom. That’s all she needed to give you 
. Everything else is your duty.
Experience this small part of life. Whether it’s hard or easy. And when it’s hard, I’m here for you.
