I relapsed guys. I want to punch myself in the face so hard.
Cause of relapse was exam pressure, stress and free time.
My B.COM 3rd sem backlog exam is on the 17th and I am studying day and night with minimal entertainment just for the sake of my fucking degree.
My highest streak was 8 days and I canāt even cross the decent amount of days.
I was going really strong, but I couldnāt exercise today because I had small leg pain, I couldnāt exercise. Also my very own confidence and ego led me to relapse which was āHaha I am strong and I wonāt relapse this timeā
I didnāt do the following:
Peek
Watch ā ā ā ā .
Touched me.
And yet I relapsed just due to the stress and ego issues. I just bought shame to myself, my family and my ancestors.
But I am not giving up. I will fight this shit.
I regret my every relapse but deep down in my heart, my heart says to me āYou will make it Abhishekā
Time tables are not useful for me but I am thinking of a routine.
Will make the routine after my exams on the 17th get over.
Gonna sleep now only after studying. Itās 11:02 AM here.
@anon32080123@LL667788
My highest streak is 14 days. But the last months were sad. The highest was 4 days. In the last days I relapsed so many times.
Thank you for your help and join the challenge
Idk about the challenge. I am not much of a challenge type but the challenge here is
We have to challenge ourselves and others in this comment section. Donāt loose first. Survive till the last.
Maybe @TheSeeker may have some idea in his mind.
Hey bro! Your post makes it sound like you didnāt PMO but instead had a nocturnal emission. If my assessment is right, you need not be so hard on yourself bro. Donāt consider a nocturnal emission as a relapse, your body is simply adapting to your newfound perseverance.
However, if I have somehow misinterpreted this and you actually relapsed. Well, all I can say is keep up the good fight. Youāll get there eventually.
No bro, it was not nocturnal emmisiion. I was awake the whole time. I relapsed due to stress. I did with imagination at morning 1 time, then I used porn to fap and soon, I did it at
Morning 2 times.
Afternoon 2 times.
Evening 2 times. [Got headache and body pain and leg cramp]
Night 1 time. [Even after the above problems I fapped]
Only thing that happened was I didnāt die. At the final time only 3 drops and a bit of air came out.
Donāt worry bro take a relapse. Take it to become stronger. Donāt worry about relapsing always one day you will get it over your record. My record was 16 days.
Hey guys @anon32080123 and @TheSeeker I relapsed today
Starting again from Day 0. I literally felt off today, had a bad mood and my mind wandered for instant gratification. But not gonna drown myself with negativity, coz when I see from other point itās just 2 relapse and I got a complete control for the 15 days.
Remember: Every single day that you survive is a sign that you are getting there slowly.