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I relapsed guys. I want to punch myself in the face so hard. :rage: :triumph:

Cause of relapse was exam pressure, stress and free time.

My B.COM 3rd sem backlog exam is on the 17th and I am studying day and night with minimal entertainment just for the sake of my fucking degree.

My highest streak was 8 days and I canā€™t even cross the decent amount of days.

I was going really strong, but I couldnā€™t exercise today because I had small leg pain, I couldnā€™t exercise. Also my very own confidence and ego led me to relapse which was ā€œHaha I am strong and I wonā€™t relapse this timeā€

I didnā€™t do the following:

  1. Peek
  2. Watch ā– ā– ā– ā– .
  3. Touched me.

And yet I relapsed just due to the stress and ego issues. I just bought shame to myself, my family and my ancestors.

But I am not giving up. I will fight this shit.

I regret my every relapse but deep down in my heart, my heart says to me ā€œYou will make it Abhishekā€

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Bro I am on day 1. My previous days was rough. Today I had urges too. I feel your pain. We have to start again from the beginning

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Yes, bro, I need to focus bro. I need to focus so hard that my focus breaks.

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Best of luck bro
Letā€™s do an 1v1 challange among us
Letā€™s see who loose first (if we loose)

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Hey @anon32080123 and @anon52500887 count me in, I relapsed too. Had my first ever longest streak of 10 days in last 13 years.

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Ok bro, deal.
I accept it.

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10 days :smiling_face_with_tear:
Awesome streak buddy.

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My last was 5 days haha, so yes definitely a progress but no i wont give up. I have to fight it and only way I see now is keeping myself busy.

Mostly likely chances to relapse are at night, especially if you had a tough day at work.

If you dont have a timetable of what needs to be done for the day, your mind will decide for you.

If you donā€™t feel motivated to study then get uncomfortable for me studying while standing works more than sitting in a comfortable chair.

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Time tables are not useful for me but I am thinking of a routine.
Will make the routine after my exams on the 17th get over.
Gonna sleep now only after studying. Itā€™s 11:02 AM here.

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@anon32080123 @LL667788
My highest streak is 14 days. But the last months were sad. The highest was 4 days. In the last days I relapsed so many times.
Thank you for your help and join the challenge

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Been there done that bro

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Okay guyz cout me in
Tell me what challenge u got for us i did what you guyz did and i was at 20 now am at 3

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Idk about the challenge. I am not much of a challenge type but the challenge here is
We have to challenge ourselves and others in this comment section. Donā€™t loose first. Survive till the last.
Maybe @anon52500887 may have some idea in his mind.

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@DARSHAN2017 Bro, you can also join here bro.

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Hey bro! Your post makes it sound like you didnā€™t PMO but instead had a nocturnal emission. If my assessment is right, you need not be so hard on yourself bro. Donā€™t consider a nocturnal emission as a relapse, your body is simply adapting to your newfound perseverance.

However, if I have somehow misinterpreted this and you actually relapsed. Well, all I can say is keep up the good fight. Youā€™ll get there eventually.

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No bro, it was not nocturnal emmisiion. I was awake the whole time. I relapsed due to stress. I did with imagination at morning 1 time, then I used porn to fap and soon, I did it at
Morning 2 times.
Afternoon 2 times.
Evening 2 times. [Got headache and body pain and leg cramp]
Night 1 time. [Even after the above problems I fapped]

Only thing that happened was I didnā€™t die. At the final time only 3 drops and a bit of air came out.

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Starting afresh is not bad, just eliminate those things that drags you back to fapping

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Donā€™t worry bro take a relapse. Take it to become stronger. Donā€™t worry about relapsing always one day you will get it over your record. My record was 16 days.

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Hey guys @anon32080123 and @anon52500887 I relapsed today :person_facepalming:
Starting again from Day 0. I literally felt off today, had a bad mood and my mind wandered for instant gratification. But not gonna drown myself with negativity, coz when I see from other point itā€™s just 2 relapse and I got a complete control for the 15 days.

Remember: Every single day that you survive is a sign that you are getting there slowly.

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Donā€™t worry bro. You are one of the strongest among us. You can do it
My streak will be 2 today if everything will be okay

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