I have never written a diary in my life so ima give it a shot! Coz why the hell not?
So I woke up earlier than I expected this morning, but didn’t do anything special about it though. Later on I watched two movies. Inception and Dunkirk. Why? Coz ever since I saw Tenet, I felt the need to watch all the previous Christopher Nolan movies and reflect upon it. (To Everyone who’s gonna say, " oh you should, do productive shit and meditation and visualisation and affirmation and stuff" give me a break! I mean my exams got over yesterday, cut me some slack😂)
anyway, I was supposed to go to church and decide on the construction of the Christmas crib coz I was left in charge of it. But my friend got into some trouble with the police and I had to help him get out. ( perks of being a law student) so church plan was postponed to tomorrow. I played badminton for a solid 2 hours today and now I have shin splints and and It hurts like a bitch! I’m also tired af but I experienced the insecurities I have again today. Im insecure about the way I play, my father wiped the floor with me on court! It’s not a new thing but can’t seem to get used to it. I’m currently the worst player in the gang. I have myself to blame. The reason I suck at it is coz of my injury. I met with a motorbike accident three years ago and I severely dislocated my right shoulder tearing 2 out of the 3 shoulder ligaments. I did surgery but the injury still lingers. I’m a right hand dominant person but because of the injury, I can’t play with my right hand anymore. So whenever I play volleyball, basketball or badminton I use my left hand to spike, shoot or smash. It’s really difficult and getting adjusted to it is a pain in the ass. I can shoot the basketball with my left accurately but my spiking and smashing is horrible.
Yea that’s about it for today. Ima go sleep