Fappy Nik's Journal ⚕️

[rowdy_nik]

Day 1.

@rowdy_nik

Getting myself up again. Starting to look on positive things. Removing negative thoughts.
After starting NoFap September, atleast I have stopped watching ■■■■ & continuous relpases (strong enough to not give in to chaser effect).

Day 0.

"Check-in" Daily - diary challenge

Week 46 - SaturDay 6 - Sep 21 - Hard Mode Ok not gonna lie. It was a bad day from start. Had some bad dreams, then thoughts hovering all time in morning walk. My past is haunting me again. Sometimes I think if not for Fapping, I could’ve been an Anti-social person/psychopath. Had those immoral dreams return when I slept in evening due to headache. Suddenly, I woke up n run to toilet, but ejaculated already. For the fucks sake, spare me. It’s becoming depressing now. Sorry guys. Loser.