Ironic how I know the things that should be done but didn’t. when negative emotions do overcome us we go back to the old habits unconsciously.
my life is getting out of hand. I’m really negative if can still fix it. I did attempt many times but it always fail. not just in these area but in all aspect of my being. But still ,there is a part of me that want to keep trying.
I need to reevaluate my life, perhaps I need to sacrifice something. and if I found it my I have the courage to give it up.
this is a hard journey, to those people who share their struggle and keep on fighting you make me feel I’m not alone in this fight.