Hello! I’m new in this forum i don’t masturbate regularly but I can’t go beyond 10 days clean. In this forum I’m going completely hard mode to quit this addiction. Deep down I will try my best no more peeking & Edging
Okay all the very best
We’ll always be your side. God bless you
All the best for your journey ahead. Beat this demon . You can do this
Thanks man @Sholt_Tenkerrot @Brahmchary Let’s beat this demon together!!
Yeah
Day 1
It was a easy day obviously no such urges.
I had a headache. It is raining in my hometown so the weather is so cold. Missed the cold shower but continuously doing meditation and workout!! Hope it goes like that
Day 2 & 2 hours
It’s good till now going on full hard mode no urges and doing meditation regularly I will beat this demon no matter what .Although I have some kind of doubts but i don’t care!!! I Must go forward.
Day 3
Guys I’ve made a mistake yesterday at night i peaked some stuffs and decided to edge a little after a hour my balls were in pain. Somehow i pulled myself back and applied ice pack. Went to sleep but I was horny as hell. Today i got a wet dream and it’s due to yesterday’s night. Man!!! I hate myself for these things now if I peak or edge I will reset my counter to 0 let’s go!!! Day 7 is near.
Day 4
Today was the best day of my life , I haven’t have any single urge except natural ones i talked with my brother and I was talking very fluently. Man!! I’m loving this journey such a good experience. In Night I had some urges it was because of my crush’s Instagram profile. Although I managed to sleep early. Now I’m taking 2 major projects & I will work on it . This is the best journey ever!!! Let’s go!! It’s day 5
i love the energy you are radiating! dont lose it keep going!
i have the same problem and its a big problem.
sometimes i mindlessly peak . need to be cautious
Thanks man @nofapstar123 we have to keep going!!
Yes it’s peaking is the main cause of all relapses as soon you peak it’s gone
Day 5
Today I’ve decided to fix my sleep schedule so I went to sleep early although there were urges at night but i had managed to sleep. I woke up at 6:55 AM. But here the problems started to grow I was a night owl so probably i had not any Idea what to do at morning time so I had decided to watch The Penguin watched 1st episode then did some work watched some youtube live streams i peaked for seconds during the time between 2:00 to 3:30 probably told myself it’s not worth it . I’ve a problem my body is full of heat means full of energy. Today I’m going to sleep early because I’m improving my sleep schedule. Although I’m feeling some urges not high but not low either. I’ve to keep going!! Let’s go I’m feeling sleepy.
Day 6
The government has banned internet in my area due to some exams like stuff. so it was a horrible experience for me to pass a day without internet and stuff. I’ve decided to read Atomic Habits by James Clear. I’m on chapter 1 make it obvious. I had unstable emotions today & it was because of too much energy. I was so much aggressive did some workout. And it’s going good!! Hard to see @Homer7304 failed after such a good streak. You were my inspiration bro I’m eager to do new challenge with you.I’m going to complete 7 days. I’ve a bad habit of peeking i peeks for nearly 10 mins per day. so in 2nd Week I’m planning to go without any peek if I peek to any nude stuff or ■■■■ even it’s hentai or any kinda soft ■■■■ I will reset my counter to 0 let’s go!!!
Day 7
Today was the hardest day compared to other 6 days. I almost cried at a moment of time. From morning I had defeated 4-5 crazy strong urges. One thing that sucks is headache. Continuously having headache from morning (fine now). Talking about defeating urges I’m literally proud of myself to not given up. I’ve to keep going!! Week 2 is brutal but I’ve no other option atleast these things are making me man. I love myself now that you’re champion you can do this. Life is never good with pmo , you don’t need pmo to be happy you’re good. Let’s make to week 2 now!!!
Keep going champion
Keep fighting
We are here to support you always always
Day 8
Yesterday’s night was horrible I had given up on my urges & started peeking for a while. I had cough somehow i pulled myself back and applied cold water. So everything fine huh? No i tried to sleep early but it was 2:00 AM I’m not getting sleep it was 4:00 AM I’m not getting any sleep I started begging for a good sleep other wise I will end up relapsing somehow after 20 pushups and squats I get a sleep at 5:00 AM. In this interval of time urges were very high I was constantly fighting with urges even in my bad condition. During the morning I had wet dream. Till now I have 2 wet dreams. I want to stay clean I feel disgusted.
Day 9
That was a good day slept early and did multiple things can carrying this momentum forever. I’m suffering from seasonal fever still fighting with urges keeping my senses alive and trying to be cautious. it’s day 10 will try to improve my fucked sleep schedule yesterday i slept like a baby kid will try to carry this life forever
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