Thurs, Fri, Sat - Check-in
@Gk-00 there’s nothing to fear - ever - The Lord is at your side @Forodwaith
I changed rooms around today, as we won’t have any guests/clients I switched rooms.
A much needed change
It’s a little smaller, but brighter and a lot less cluttered as I brought things gradually leaving some as remainder.
What works, I’ll keep doing,
And what doesn’t, I’ll do my best to change.
I recently wrote a confrontational, but honest reply to a wishful-letter of apology but also justification to their conduct -to which they feel entitled- and have always acted so, because they once were part of the business for a few years and in a relationship with my older business partner - though not the elder one who started and made a success of the whole thing.
My problem is he grievances and conduct towards the elder (my friend) and his attitude towards the two of us.
I’m not stooping down to hatred or games.
But I have to get used to unsettled feelings when they come - and not sway.
I’m an emotional and empathetic guy, I always want there to be good feelings - but isn’t that selfish of me?
I know it’s good because it feels good…
I allow people to take advantage of me through my weaknesses - And maybe, even Satan himself?
Trying - trying to be productive, struggling, and then being productive in other areas.
There’s been a lot of slouching around, and my mate too _“agh, mate, I just can’t get motivated…”
…“lets do it tomorrow”
It didn’t come to mind, but something similar to; “to practice piano, you sit at the piano” did.
And that’s when I became productive. A simple ‘Yes’
When your friend calls,… Or family,… Or the dog keeps barking for attention,… It may be God himself, reaching out.
… Michael,… Like St.Michael.
We’ve all got our flaws, but there’s definitely some Sainthood in him.
A lot has happened internally the past few days, and I feel well for it… I think I feel it subconsciously - whether we construct it or it’s beyond us, I don’t know, but want to keep note.
‘hotness’ ain’t hot - I knew this already, but I felt it this time. It’s all make-up and clothes.
Power of perspective - we can look at things in a positive light, but it’s something we have to practice and maintain for it to take hold - the next day we WON’T always feel the same, and our thinking may faulted - Hold onto what is Good/what works.
I need to keep reminding myself why, not to hold onto someone’s bad doings, but to address mine.
All good, Thanks be to God.