It’s not a relapse bro @Karan050.
Day 1 was quite good and disciplined having perfection
Discipline- time for everything everything in its time
Thursday 13th Feb
Praise to The Holiest
Yeah I also said that before. Now I’m not getting time to update daily & also poll is closed, so to each their own. You keep up brother & No, a nightfall is definately not a relpase!
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Friday 14th Feb
All good, God is Good
He is my strength, my comfort, the one who leads me out of vice, and towards his kingdom
Yesterday got relapsed as my ex came to my memories a lot everytime i fall my comeback is as strong like a lion.
Hope i would not have have fallen yesterday but its okay as the urges dont die they die with us.
Started fresh from yesterday and hope best for next 3 months and the things are getting better.
Swami Vivekananda retentiates a story
A pregnant lioness fell on the sheep group to have a meal but accidentally she fell on the stone a the cub came out but lioness died the shepherd took the cub to home and started domesticating it as a sheep it grew up as a sheep unshearing the kingliness in itself. The same occurs when we get addicted to PMO chat blah blah they hinder u r glory and they hinder u to be the city king they sheer out the king in u they put u down into darkness.
#Killurgessaveurselves
Saturday 15th Feb
All good, thanks be to God
52 days now. Even though I had a hangover, there was not one dangerous moment for a relapse today. Feeling good!
Check in - Day 3
I am tired guys, sometimes I believe that I will still be here in this hole for all my life, and I start lose my hopes. Relapse by relapse I’m running out and I don’t know where to get strength. I want to fight, I want to continúe, but the monster has no mercy and is destroying me. This time I will stand up, I will walk, then I will run, I dont know why, but I will continue, I will survive. Now, I have nothing to lose, I already lost the shame, so this time I will endure the blows and I Will Not GIVE UP. That is my purpose.
Sunday 16th Feb
All Good, thanks be to God.
I’m experimenting with my sexuality, its called NoPMO
Relapsed i need soul mate i had been through tough times in life i am very eager to complete my ug n pg soon . Plz some ine help me
Monday 17th Feb
Sorry to hear that @Davidfredrich
You don’t need to worry or feel down
Try to step back, and see things from a different perspective as much as often
I’ve really struggled today, I’ve got past day 10, and my mind has been tricking me into seeking pmo as a reward. Philosophy argues. But I’m held back. Thanks be to God
Day 2
Brother Hope everything is fone and clear
Had shower with warm water listened to songs and this makes me better
Believer you broken down me you built me
Everything thanks to the God .
Great day
Check in Tuesday - day 5
Guys I dont know why but today I complete 5 days without pmo