Day 42. Check in.
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Thurs 6th Feb
I struggled today, but I got through, I don’t know how. I can only give thanks to God 
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Checking in. All good. 59 days.
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Check-in 
Days 
Since last update (90d) one wet humping in bath 2d later, I finally got her all over me (still not up for drill, so mock only)
A long foreplay of 2 hrs, were tired n shit. Still having Temp. ED problems (only when going down there, couldn’t maintain erection n hardness). Had to use hand 2x due to her inexperience. Still, t’was most intimate session but exhausting. Caught cold later night & 3 days of valentine’s week spent in my bed alone lol.
Also, getting lot of stress n anxiety.
Next time, gonna get to the point from start. Hope it works all okay🤞
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Saturday 8th Feb
Hope you’re well @rowdy_nik
It’s been a nice easy day.
I’ve also been dipping in and out of this article I bookmarked years ago and forgot about ;
Glory to God, always 
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Thanks bro. Hope you’re doing well too!
Article is so good , something to ponder over and change the way of our thinking
Also does It seem less engaging here, since the daily check-in poll closed ?
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Sunday 9th Feb
Thanks be to God
@rowdy_nik 
I’m not sure, this place does tend to fluctuate.
Do you think a poll would help you, or others?
@Karan050 asked me if it’s okay to update Poll.
Of course, anyone can updates theirs, I just ran out of steam, and felt like I needed to spend time away from my phone - which hasn’t really happened much - but I do try… (?) actually, do I? I’ve questioned it before;“what am I doing? Is this actually useful right now?” so too with my thoughts.
In a way, that could be what has made me hesitate to post, which took me away from the app a bit, away from consistent accountability, and honesty -which at that time became heavy and unnecessarily burdensome-
It’s “where & what am I devoting all my time & energy towards?” hence trying to limit using my phone. I’m guessing that’s far too simplistic approach, where all that’s needed is knowing when to put something down, for later, without it being a distraction. 
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idk, updating poll is not that important than being true to ourselves. we all are trying to engage in something constructive that keeps mind away from negativity.
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@rowdy_nik yes,you are right(true to ourselves) but at the end of day when I put at my poll(name), it not only boost my confidence but also bring me positivity. That’s why I’m doing this.
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46 days now! 
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Monday 10th Feb
Pray for urges
Salt of the earth - radiate - shine
Glory to God
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Tuesday 11th Feb
All good, thanks be to God
~my strength and comfort
