Friday Day 2 succesfully completed Day 1
Clean head and great mindset for the day God s grace That i wish to come out of no fap ohh divine plz hold my hand and take me to the safest places on the earth.
Om sai ram
Congrats bro and to the bhabhiji All the best to ur rest of u ur lives.Hope everything goes well with u ppl .
Love
Davidfredrich:heart:
Day 36. Check in.
@anon67854825 thank you bro. Poll was exhausting, I understand!
@Davidfredrich thank you bhai for your kind wishes
Stay Strong
Friday 1st Feb
00 - 05
05 - 10 = day 6 - all good, Thanks be to God
10 - 20
20 - 30
30 - 60
60 - 90
Checking in, 54 days. All good. It still feels very helpful to connect to this app now and then. Because we are all in this together.
Checking in with 37 days
Checking in with 38 days PMO-free now. Very low mood, fatigue and bitterness this weekend. Feels like another flatline kicking in. I see it as one of the obstacles that have to be overcome to become sober. But it is very very hard today.
Day 38. Check in. I made my highest streak till now. Now the goal is 50 days.
I promised myswlf that this is my priority
But business take over.
Started well
But got suck into series with scenes of nudity and sex.
Try to keep afloat, but sometime it is hard
Have to debrief myself afterward.
But not seeking for the thing.
And not seeking for the scene.
Let it pass.
Focus on the rest.
21days
Cleaner 2020
Chexkin 3/2/2020
All is good
Can we fight porn and masturbation in the same time?
Is it better to stop porn first and then start fight masturbation?
Personally, i don’t know the exact answer but i think that i should start by quiting porn completely. Then it will be way easier for me to overcome the addiction to masturbation.
What do you think?
39 days now, making my way towards 6 weeks PMO-free.
Checking in after finishing day 40
Thanks for asking @auroraborealisss
It is a pragmatic strategy, which I think is good.
I think it’s always wise to be practical and resolve what your journey will look like.
But, because you ask the question, I guess it will arise again - “should I quit MO too?”
I’m not the best person to ask, I’m struggling at the moment, but I’ve got lots of experience - I think it’s best to be clear and precise.
Hope some of this helps. Peace
Had a energetic day visited farmhouse and was a exciting day and tired to write the diary too and the thing that i noticed is that the irges do come to u when u r hidden in dark and the ray of hope and sunshine will kill it thats what the concept as believed in hindu mythology as ASATHOMA SADHGAMAYA TAMOSOMA JYOTHIRGAMAYA
thus the ray of light may lead me to the path of succes and make me as a PURUSHA SIMHA oh lord.
When swami vivekananda came back victorious after travelling US and UK he went to Dakshineshwar and prayed in front of the Mahamayi to make him as a man .
Later he tells that Bravery is life life is bravery and thus HUMANITY is in BRAVERY AND THUS HUMANITY ITSELF IS BRAVERY. FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT LIKE LION (PURUSHA SIMHA).
UTTISTATHA JAGRATHA
41 days now! Super busy times these days at work. It is good not to have time for PMO. But urges kick in regurlarly. It looks like this is a crucial time now in my fight against PMO:
urges vs. willpower. Willpower is leading at the moment.
Wednesday 5th Feb
I’ve been in better places, but maybe it’s a good thing things feel tough at the moment
Thanks be to God for bringing me here, that I can go to bed pmo-free. There is nothing greater than seeking the Lord