Not just morally bro. Physically, mentally, emotionally. All. Everytime I loose, I just look to prepare a noose to hang. Then I remember my parents. I keep on crying night after night. Dying day in and out.
When I am on my streak and find a loophole, everything seems insignificant. Just one thing matters, I have to masturbate to that. Whatever the material is. And not just one time. I have to masturbate till I have exhausted myself, lying like a corpse.
I dont know what happens to me. I become a devil. A devil, who has come to rape himself.
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Well Iāll be fucking damned.
Damn.
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I am damned bro. Wasted. 
Just trying to live. Breathe.
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itās very hard, you jerk off 15 times a day. I started jerking off somewhere from the age of 10-11 and jerked off once a day, then it was not enough and I jerked off 2 times every day, sometimes it was 3-4 times a day, but no more, 3 times a day - this is was a rarity. at the age of 15 I saw porn for the first time and I liked it very quickly, I spent 4-5 hours on porn sites a day and jerked off for 3 years, but since last year I decided to quit it. 5 months I relapsed and only after that I started my longest streak of 198 days. I got erectile dysfunction from porn. I have a couple of questions for you. do you jerk off to porn? and if so, do you have erectile dysfunction or not? the main thing is to resist the urge, it will be hard, but Iām sure you can handle it, good luck bro
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Not exactly everyday. Whenever I lose my streak. Which I often do. My highest streak in 3 years is just 29 days.
Yes. Only to ā ā ā ā (that includes its substitutes like gif, pics etc)
I dont understand exactly what it is? If its like, do I get erections? Yeah. I do.
Mine is only 16 days. Donāt think you canāt do it again. I am still trying. Letās kick ā ā ā of PMO together.
Damn 
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Tbh itās not normal.
, you are not alone my brother, and donāt do that, abhi toh life me bohot kuch krna hai.
I would suggest you to not to stress too much on fapping and no fapping. Why donāt you focus on other things like studying, working out and all.
Check out these challenges.
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I will die 
. It shows you have a lot of energy. Learn how to transmute this energy to any productive work
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porn-induced erectile dysfunction is when your penis doesnāt get up because of excessive viewing of pornography. when a guy starts watching porn, dopamine is produced in him, the brain starts to get used to it and neural connections are formed and with each new viewing of porn they become stronger. the member stops getting up on regular porn because the brain does not get enough dopamine. the brain needs more dopamine and a person begins to watch a wide variety of porn. this is how porn-induced erectile dysfunction (PIED) is formed. I didnāt even know I had erectile dysfunction while watching and jerking off to porn. later I began to notice that my penis stopped getting up for porn or the erection was very weak and sluggish, so that he got up I had to stimulate him with my hands, otherwise he would not get up. then I noticed that I did not have a morning riser and began to slowly drop the PMO. I still donāt have a morning boner and I donāt know if I got rid of erectile dysfunction or not. I read a lot of stories that guys also had erectile dysfunction and abstained from PMO and didnāt know whether they got rid of it or not, and when it came to sex with girls, they got up and everything was fine, and some, on the contrary, didnāt get up. so I think whether I got rid of erectile dysfunction or not, because I now have a streak of 198 days, but I donāt have a girlfriend to check it out. and so Iām wondering if you have an erection or not, because you wrote that you are 20 years old and your addiction has been for more than 8 years.
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@_TIGER trust me bro. I also think the same. And not just energy, I think that the innovative ways which I find to create loopholes in my blockers, if I use the same in creating anything productive, I would have been a scientist till now. 
I will try to transmute my energy. But can you suggest some ways?
Its very peculiar to me then. Even after doing so much masturbation, I get on erections very easily after doing streaks of 4-5 days. Though they arent that much hard on, flaccid. But I do get erections.
Its all peculiar for me. @Zelus
@Sholt_Tenkerrot thanks bro. Bro why not start a study challenge. I could perform there well. I find the old study challenges have turned unuseful and people dont take that seriously. Can we start a new fresh challenge or study group of only serious people? It will help me a lot and others dealing with PMO.
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Hello brother. My highest was 7 times in a day. My observation was When we r hyper active and heavily distracted with no goals to chase, we cling to this stuff. Insufficient sleep could be a big reason. Check ur schedule once. And make good use of this forum. Always engage in some good upbuilding activities. All the best buddy. Every phase fades. Keep fighting.
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Yeah @ysub. Therefore have asked the other members to bring up a study challenge group of only serious people. If they make up. I will be able to channelise myself. This can make me productive as well as accountable.
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Thatās almost once in every hour in a day.
You should seek professional help bro.
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I wish. I could. But possibly I have to solve by myself only.
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Bois @Sholt_Tenkerrot @Agantuk I myself am not very serious about studying at the moment, I am not sure if I am the right guy for it, and I donāt think I actually need a challenge especially a challenge to manage because I am gonna move on to new things in life in just few days, thatās why I gave up on my previous challenge 
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I donāt think I am the right guy to host a study challenge now. That doesnāt mean I am running from responsibility itās just that the host should be someone who sets an example for others, when I was in that position I created the challenge now I am not 
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@The_integrous_one Many many good wishes for your new journey. I am not that much tech savvy like you. But I will go through your study challenge group. I hope you wouldnāt mind if I copy things from there being a newbie.
Once I go through your challenge group. I will to create mine.
if a sluggish erection is not good, try not to watch porn for a week and try to masturbate after that and see what kind of erection it will be, good or not. if not, then perhaps you are starting to develop erectile dysfunction, and if everything is fine, then Iām happy for you that at least you donāt have it, but still quit porn - itās evil
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