Black Magic's Diary

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Thanks for the compliment, yes these are my words to you and if you don’t believe that I don’t mind cause after few events and comments about my posts I am starting to get used to it :joy:

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DAY 23
RELAPSED

Sorry everyone who had faith me. I couldn’t complete NNN.

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You did Great buddy !! 23 days are very good streak. :maple_leaf:

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Parrots spitting facts . But it’s not totally true. Mostly girls talk while doing the work.

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Don’t worry bro . Don’t stress it. You have a nofap lifestyle now. Nothing to worry about. Everymonth is NNN for us .

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Thanks dude, This time I will try to recover from it rather than getting into chaser.

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29 NOVEMBER
DAY 1

Today's Wisdom

1.“He who angers you, conquers you.”

2.“Good choices create opportunities. Good habits make the most of them.”

  1. Self Study Phy (2 hours)::x:
  2. Self Study Chem ( 2 hours)::x:
  3. 50 Question Phy -:
  4. Workout Morning - :white_check_mark:
  5. Workout Evening - ::white_check_mark:
  6. Waking up Early (6:00) Fixed somewhat
  7. ( Do one Chapter or Do lectures) Lectures :white_check_mark:

For the last few days my life is really monotonous, I even stopped skipping and I was relapsing continuously. I had a total of 6 relapses this month and today I have started my journey again. I felt kind of robotic because of the monotonous lifestyle but I have to live with this until my exams.

And I have got memes, just to compensate because I wasn’t active.

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1 DECEMBER
DAY 3

  1. Self Study Phy (2 hours)::white_check_mark:
  2. Self Study Chem ( 2 hours)::x:
  3. 50 Question Phy -:
  4. Workout Morning - :white_check_mark:
  5. Workout Evening - ::white_check_mark:
  6. Waking up Early (8;00) Today I was late
  7. ( Do one Chapter or Do lectures) Lectures :white_check_mark:

A semi-Productive day, I will do better tomorrow. In the right mindset of gaining momentum in nofap again. Good Night

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hahaha lot @ the meme

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JOURNAL

Giving an update after such a long time, so actually nothing much gas happened except my practicals, assignmesnt, homework increasing day by day. I have to prepare for my exam on Monday ( Kind of practice paper) but still important. I am still on DAY 1 and will be continuing from that. My productivity is decreased due to stress.

Padhai ki tension main padhai hi nhi ho rhi hai :joy:

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Happens so many times with me :joy:. Our mind just wants to stay away from that tension not realising that study well would actually release tension.

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Yes exactly. And It peaks before exam. Mind just don’t want to handle that extreme amount of pressure. But dar ke aage jeet hain.

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So accurate :fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire:

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I want to say sorry to everybody because these days I have been lazy and not doing the work as efficiently as I could or as I have to, I do only up to the required. Now starting my list again tomorrow.
School has been hectic because it just consumes half of my time in my day.
Now a day I can’t cross a fucking 4-day mark in my streak. It sucks honestly and you know what that guilt factor is so much reducing every day.

So here is my list again.

  1. Physics 2 lectures
  2. Biology Chapter
  3. Chemistry Revision
  4. Workout Evening
  5. Workout morning
  6. Waking up early
  7. Meditation

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:rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl:This is so good

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It’s ok man we’re not always perfect and admitting imperfection is the first step towards success. All you have to do is visualizing your goals and implementing them in real life.
Let’s come back home stronger bro :muscle::muscle:

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I have to post this too
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This time I am the one

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DECEMBER 18
DAY 0

  1. Physics 2 lectures❌
  2. Biology Chapter✅
  3. Chemistry Revision✅
  4. Workout Evening
  5. Workout morning
  6. Waking up early✅ (7:00 AM)
  7. Meditation

Relapsed once today, and I am not feeling bad anymore. I don’t feel like doing nofap sometimes but for the sake of my mental and physical health, I come back every time. Anyways another update is that I am having my Chemistry exam on Monday, so preparing for that. A lot of chapters I have to complete, and a lot of things I have to write,these upcoming months are going to be hectic. I have to prepare myself for the upcoming things. I can’t be sitting and relapsing every day. I have to make myself independent from porn. I sometimes feel like if I remove porn that the others problems like MO are solved too. Study time was okayish, will try to study more tomorrow is Sunday and I usually go and play with my friends. Last Sunday we played Carrom Board and literally every child, I mean every child was keenly watching us and they were shouting the queen goes into the corner disc. It was really fun and maybe this Sunday I’ll have to say no because I have to prioritize my exam.

GOOD NIGHT

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DECEMBER 20
DAY 1

  1. Physics 2 lectures
  2. Biology Chapter✅
  3. Chemistry Revision
  4. Workout Evening
  5. Workout morning
  6. Waking up early✅ (7:00 AM)
  7. Meditation✅

Tomorrow is my exam for Physical Education, thankfully it’s an easy subject and I haven’t studied that much too :joy:. Just 3-4 Chapters but I will give it a read before sleeping.
Just tryna get my schedule back. School has kind of made my life time consuming.

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I feel him😂

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Bhai do baar kyun workout krna hai. Ek baar hi dhng se kar lo na :sweat_smile:.

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I want to work out twice a day, but still, it’s not fixed, Sometimes evening, Sometimes in morning like today I did nothing so no tick.

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