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Legendary Pakistani ads. I cannot forget him…
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The legend the goat…
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It was a fine. Completed my exam scored less marks bit gonna learn from my mistakes.
So yeah got urges after I finished off the test but then went outside.
Good Night
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Relapsed, The reason is
So as you know when you prepare for competitive exams you are more inclined to your studies and tend to give less time to friends. So I don’t talk to my friends frequently. Yesterday my friends were going to go somewhere they didn’t bother to ask me whether I want to come with them or not. So I started overthinking that maybe I am their last priority because I don’t socialise that much now because of studies. So I started overthinking, then thoughts porn and to fill the alone feeling ( Even though I got my family everywhere so not that alone but there’s always a difference between family and friends).
I think main reason for me to watch porn is to fill the emptiness or stress which I feel from time to time
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Late as Always but still
Brohh dude this is it
Let go things that u cant control
Leaving this forum could may make it worse
Take a break that would be fine
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Dont worry
Relapse is not a new thing for us
Its a bipolar friend
(May be not a friend)
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he didn’t go bro don’t worry
he came back to senses , he’s here and fine now
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Okay you acknowledged. Now what’s next? How do you overcome brother?
Show how you can make a turn in your life. You are no longer a kid who needs advice ryt?. You know what is good and what is not! Do you think if i motivate you today and tomorrow you won’t take help of PMO to fill the emptiness/stress?
Do you know something ? Lemi say one small story. I was in the same place where you are today. I had very big dream and I was walking on sky and dreaming after my graduation. But i never took it seriously. I was taking PMO along with me no matter where ever i go . Compitive exams - failed. Tried again - failed. Then years over years passed. Then i had no power to pursue study/compitive exams. I would have in some foreign countries by earning in dollars( after wasting two years for nothing) I compromised my dreams and said my brain, this is what you have done to me
but then luckily i got a job in the same country where you are today and then worked for IT from few years now now I feel like someday I’ll be back to normal life but then question here. Can I bring the dream back? It’s 6 years passed already. Only thing remained empty is that ‘time’ which perhaps never going to come back. Now just close your eyes! What if you are the same guy who has to walk what i had gone through?
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Damn bruh your story is touching 
. Good to know though that you have a job now and are on right path.
If you don’t mind me asking how old are you?
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My problem is I get jealous when I see my friends enjoying and I am just sitting at my home procrastinating either studying. I feel like why I cannot be that part ?
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Bruh we watched a whole movie on Aadi’s diary today .
What’s more fun.
Enjoyment is a relative thing, if you really look for it you can find it anywhere.
Now go listen the song I just sent on your thread.
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Yeah, it was fun but I need something offline too.
Even though surrounded by people mentally I feel kind of alone
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Let’s organize a video calling session then . But that’d be a mix of online + offline.
But I get your point, I read your posts where you felt like your friends might be ignoring you, but i think actually it’s just because you usually don’t go out.
If you want to go out with them just tell them this next time they plan to go out.
Or you can tell them directly you felt bad when they didn’t ask you to go along with them.
Without telling them how you actually feel they’ll keep assuming something different unnecessarily.
Assumptions about others or why others did something are destroyers of relationships, then be it friendship only. It’s always better to be honest and frank than to stay silent and assume things.
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Yeah, That’s true. I will definitely try your method, Hope it works.
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Oh it does bro. I have learnt this the hard way.
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