9 days clean -
Gained some insights;
Reflecting on other bad habits ie; Weed.
Journey with companions.
Reading, writing, productive and being available in all moments, and the moments where my body, mind called for rest.
Fell on day 10 -
Previously felt I ranted too much;
Doubts, worries that I was being too much.
Fell for edging, and subsequently used self shaming words as atonement.
Later I caved-in and fell.
Day 0 -
I don’t feel shame as new things have been learnt, and optimistism prevails.
Day 0 -
The empty feeling - a dopamine hole.
I had stayed up late chatting with my dearest, reading and reflecting on scripture.
Woke up feeling tired and decided not to attend morning Mass.
Feeling empty, I turned back to pmo boost.
Conclusion -
These past days clean there was no emptiness.
I’d been productive, assertive and mindful, in work and in relationships.
Morning Mass is a beautiful and good thing.
Even if I’m a little tired or lacking sleep,
May I always rise early no matter what the circumstances.
May I be like that nobleman who travelled a day’s journey from Capernaum to Cana just to ask Jesus to heal his dying son.
Like the lady who wished “If I can just touch the hem of His robe, I will be healed.”
Time spent with my dearest, to chat, read and reflect is a treasure.
I’m tagging you guys
@anon9498230 @slave_of_allah @SirTryHard
and also @Omen99 to wish you encouragement, Peace & Support.
May we get to that place where we
know & trust pmo is not worth our time or energy