I’ll post here the same thing I wrote on the message wall, in case anyone wants to comment on something.
Ladies, gentlemen, people of the world, free will fighters: In two hours I will reach the maximum possible number in this app, the final destination, the goal that seemed impossible at the beginning, and unimaginable in the during. After 13 years of addiction, I’ll reach 1000 days, almost 3 years of total freedom.
I’m not going to get tired of repeating it: IT IS POSSIBLE. If I can do it, anyone can. Many ask me for advice, the most important I always say is: Determination. What does this mean? Be FULLY DETERMINED to never, NEVER EVER, do it again. I know most of you must be thinking, ‘well, I already do that’, wrong, because if you were really doing it, you wouldn’t be failing over and over again week after week. Being determined is doing whatever it takes to make that happen, running at 3am, removing all trigger content, contacts, etc, changing your life to reach that goal.
You have to set a day on the calendar when you are going to say, this is my last day, or this is my first day, better, and that should be the new beginning of this tough fight, a war against someone as powerful as you: You, yourself, your brain, your body, the endorphins that keep you a slave. You can seek help in God, in other people, or simply motivating yourself with your own future, a better one, the one you deserve.
We are less than 1% of the world population who decided to fight against this prison of lust and waste of time and years of life. If we succeed, we will be freer than anyone else. If you fail after a week, a month, three months, it is because you are doing it wrong. Find your purpose (mine, for example, stop losing hair and stop seeing how all the girls I liked are now married to other man), something that makes you proud. And go for it.
As I wrote here before, (look if you can my old posts) you are going to suffer like hell for the first 3 months. Hell on earth. But you are not coming back. Whatever it takes. Play sports, start a hobby, don’t be alone in your room, don’t sleep late, you already know your temptations.
Good luck to everyone, I wish some administrator would lengthen the counter, so I could continue to see all those days that I fiercely conquered. An honor, perhaps the most important that I have in my life for now. The battle continues in other aspects, because this shit destroyed part of my future, I keep fixing it, I’m still making myself again, it’s not easy, but again, if I reached 1000 days without pmo, everything is possible.
Mi code: 445d08