[32 M] No_Looking_Back's Diary

Inspiring journeys here on the forum…
Looking forward to writing the best ever success story here on the forum…
32 M, but firmly resolved to be in top 1% in my field by the end of this year…
I am a man on a mission…
I have two books that guide me… Think and Grow rich in my material life…Gita in everything else…
I will be updating my daily progress here…and everyone on this forum will witness my transformation this year.,

Raghukul Riti Sada Chali Ayi, Pran Jayi par vachan na jayi…Jai Sree Ram :triangular_flag_on_post:

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About Me:

A regular Indian Software Professional, stuck in mid career crisis…

A bright shining student in school days, the blue eyed boy of entire school…
Every girl’s crush…pride of parents…
Left home to study in a distant city, got into a bad company, and since then decades have gone by but my downward spiral doesnt seem to stop…

Currently at the lowest in my life…in an average job with an average salary…everyone I knew in my life has gotten more successful through the years…when I meet my school friends in my hometown…they just cant believe its the same guy… who used to top among 500+ students, win debates…school captain and what not… :frowning:

Years of PMO has made me physically, mentally weak… Physical weakness can be overcome…its the mental / psychological weakness that is causing more troubles in my life… I have literally lost the fighting spirit…every damn problem in my life makes me contemplate suicide…I am fearful throughout the day

I fear my manager…I fear my friends / colleagues…I fear every other person…

I am a social failure…cant have conversations with people…cant look into their eyes and tell the truth…A nice guy trying to please everyone but dying within every single second…

Easiest way out of this mess is to just give up…but I have a baby…I am father to a daughter…she gives me all the reasons to bounce back and fight back with all my power…

I was looking for appropriate forums for having people trying to turn their lives around…and this forum seems to be a good one… so here I am all set to take a damn swing at life… :facepunch: :facepunch: :facepunch:

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My plans and checklist:

  1. Wake up at 5:30 AM - Affirmations and visualizations
  2. Freshen up by 6:30 AM
  3. Study from 6:30 till 8:30 AM
  4. Satvic Breakfast at 8:30-9:00
  5. Office till 5-6
  6. 9:30 PM - planning for the next day

Dos:

  1. Meditation
  2. Pranayama
  3. Cold showers
  4. 2 hours daily study
  5. Visualisations and affirmations
  6. No negative thoughts (no doubts on my ability)
  7. Working with full enthu

Donts:

  1. No staring at girls / no looking at them twice

Jai Shree Ram

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I love this! :fire: :fire: :fire:

I look forward to witnessing your transformation brother. May the Supreme Lord bless you on this journey.

No looking back!

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Done…then lets do it brother…let this year be the end of all miseries…
What is the point of living a life wherein you are consistently depressed / anxious / feeling vulnerable and so on…
Strength is life…Fear is death…

I am all in here…ready to take on every bloody challenge in life…no more sobbing…no more sulking…

I am all set to be a man full of abundance all around…Money, relationship, career, an shredded body…I want it bloody all…you only live once then why live like a loser at all??

Come…lets do it together :facepunch: :facepunch: :facepunch:

#NoLookingBack #BornToWin

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Thank you so much comrade !!!
I read through your diary…and woah what a profound wisdom you possess…
truly a manifestation of Saraswati (the Indian goddess of wisdom and knowledge)

Upwards and Onwards brother :facepunch: :v:

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@Resurgent Lets have a friendly match…lets track our daily, weekly, monthly goals and beat the shit out of them… consistently will keep rising and…by the end of this year…we will rise like phoenix

Failure is not an option, giving up is not option…success is responsibility and the greatest duty for our families, for our kids, for our parents and for the God who bestowed upon us this fortune of a life of a human being…


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Spartan Promise

  1. I will discover what I am truly capable of…

  2. I will not hold back…

  3. I will not care what others think…

  4. I will remember I can do whatever I set my mind to do…No Excuses

  5. **I will learn from my mistakes…but will never let me stop **

  6. Bcoz I am loving every wonderful, muddy, minute of it all…

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You enthu is so awesome
Maintain it and you will reach new heights in life…
Count me in as your companion… Let’s do it

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:fire::fire:Exactly

Your enthusiasm is very high. Keep it consistent.

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Day1

  1. :x: Study for 5 hours (studied 3 hours)
  2. :x: Yoga & Pranayama
  3. :x: Worship in evening
  4. :white_check_mark: Affirmations & Visualizations
  5. :x: calculation practice for 15 minutes
  6. :x: cold shower
  7. :x: sleeping with reading a good book
  8. :x: Living mindfully and staying away from negativity
  9. :x: Being grateful
  10. :white_check_mark: Anything that takes less than 10 min, do that immediately

Donts

  1. :x: No Day dreaming
  2. :x: No News
  3. :white_check_mark: No Looking at girls twice /staring
  4. :white_check_mark: Media usage <1 hour
  5. :x: Dont dwell upon past and small things that dont matter much…focus on the larger goal…
  6. :x: No self Doubt - I am the best and I will do it…thats it.

Bad start but Rome was not built in a day…the only way forward is upwards
Though didnt complete a lot of tasks, still had some small wins…
Tomorrow will be substantially better…

No Looking Back…There is nothing called pleasure in life…
Vir bhogya vasundhara…and Vir comes from controlling the self

Today’s learning: this comes from a blog on LOA, believe in the final outcome even if current state seems very different, dont lose the faith…You will achieve it no matter what…

Jai Shree Ram :triangular_flag_on_post:

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Yet to login into the app…so no sharing code for now…will share once I have…

What are your goals for this week?? and this month??
Tell me and I will share mine…will crush them together

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This is correct :100::100::100:

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Point taken folks, Thanks for this

#NoLookingBack :facepunch:

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Day2 :rocket:

  1. :white_check_mark: Study for 2 hours

  2. Yoga & Pranayama

  3. Worship in evening

  4. :white_check_mark: Affirmations & Visualizations

  5. calculation practice for 15 minutes

  6. :white_check_mark: cold shower

  7. sleeping with reading a good book

  8. :white_check_mark: Living mindfully and staying away from negativity

  9. Being grateful

  10. :white_check_mark: Anything that takes less than 10 min, do that immediately

  11. :white_check_mark: Taking vitamins before sleep

  12. :white_check_mark: No Day dreaming

  13. No News

  14. :white_check_mark: No Looking at girls twice /staring

  15. :white_check_mark: Media usage <1 hour

  16. :white_check_mark: Dont dwell upon past and small things that dont matter much…focus on the larger goal…

  17. :white_check_mark: No self Doubt - I am the best and I will do it…thats it.

Substantially better than the previous day. Improving more than 1% everyday.

Learnings: this comes from a blog on LOA, believe in the final outcome even if current state seems very different, dont lose the faith…You will achieve it no matter what…

Those who succeed are not the ones who worked very hard or had a great IQ, rather they are the ones who believed they would certainly be successful…
It took me over a decade to understand this secret that mindset is all that matters. In my previous reboot attempts I had a shaky belief about my own abilities, and hence I failed miserably every single time…
But this time I am 200% sure that I am going to write the best ever success story…my dreams are turning to reality very very soon…
I am earning 50 LPA, and buying best SUV very soon…I want it all and I am getting it all…no doubts at all

Jai Shree Ram :triangular_flag_on_post:

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I am studying software certifications…

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Day3 :rocket:

  1. :white_check_mark: Study for 2 hours
  2. Yoga & Pranayama
  3. Worship in evening
  4. :white_check_mark: Affirmations & Visualizations
  5. :white_check_mark: calculation practice for 15 minutes
  6. :white_check_mark: cold shower
  7. :white_check_mark: sleeping with reading a good book
  8. :white_check_mark: Living mindfully and staying away from negativity
  9. Being grateful
  10. :white_check_mark: Anything that takes less than 10 min, do that immediately
  11. :white_check_mark: Taking vitamins before sleep
  12. :white_check_mark: No Day dreaming
  13. No News
  14. :white_check_mark: No Looking at girls twice /staring
  15. :white_check_mark: Media usage <1 hour
  16. :white_check_mark: Dont dwell upon past and small things that dont matter much…focus on the larger goal…
  17. :white_check_mark: No self Doubt - I am the best and I will do it…thats it.

Today was a fantastic day, felt the blessing of the Almighty and getting closer to my goals…
Got appreciation from multiple seniors in my office. Earlier I used to be obsessed with negative thoughts like am I doing enough? what if I get fired … similar bullshit…

Now I putting massive conscious effort to keep my thoughts sane, reminding myself again and again that I am born to win…its not a question of if anymore its all about when…and that when is very close…really really close…I am earning 50 LPA and owning the best SUV…a shredded body…
I want it all, and having it all :facepunch:

Todays Learning: The one thing I lacked badly: Growth Mindset

#No_Looking_Back #Born_To_Win

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I changed no junk food to eat healthy food.thank you @Resurgent

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Missed to update the previous day
Now
Day5 :rocket:

Wake up at 5:30 AM
Affirmations and Visualizations
Light Exercise, Yoga and Pranayam
Cold Shower
Study 2 hours - Finish API Design and MuleSoft Associate Certification
Focus on positive, self help digital content
Keeping vision clean
Evening Pooja
Staying obsessed with the future self
:white_check_mark: Strong firm belief that I am the best…#BornToWin
:white_check_mark: Taking Vitamins before Sleep
Calculation practice for 15 minutes
Living Mindfully
Plan and execute (Remember - you fail to plan, you plan to fail)
Seeing postivity all around, staying super happy, blissful, enthusiastic

…Huh!! One mistake and all gone down the drain…I got an urge in the morning and consequently I peeked…though I could control myself in time…now I am just being haunted by even stronger urges to peek and relapse…

But I recall that its all about the mindset, I must not give the urges any power over myself…Because I am not looking back…I am infinitely stronger than any of my urges…I am man and I want to walk with my head held high…no shame no guilt…pure bliss, joy and masculine enthu

Today’s Learning: Those who love life, dont waste even a second…Your life is ending a second at a time… and I want everything in life …so just cant afford to waste any moment…learn, earn, do mistakes but dont waste time

JAI SREE RAM :triangular_flag_on_post:

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