More about myself.
I’m not a english native speaker. Through this diary, I’ll do my best to write in an english that you could understand… Without too much effort.
I’m an european guy. Which country? Who cares!
I’m 30 years old. I just finished my long academic studies… So I’m currently a job seeker.
I discovered mastrubation and porn at 12. Can you imagine how long I have been practicing this stupid activity? 1 to 3 times each 2-3 days.
I’m arrived at a point where I don’t feel anymore my sexual energy. My erections are so soft… I mastrubated only to get a quick cumshot. It was just about frantic movements and hot movies to speed up the process. There was no real pleasure anymore for a long time!
This is a nonsense! Today, I want get my life, my energy and my will back! I know that I can create great things in my life for all the people I love and for me. It’s my responsibility to be mature enough to manage my sexual energy.
My aim is to feel again my vitality! I want feel how powerful is my sexual energy, my will energy and the holy fire inside me. I want be on fire again! I want express my enthusiasm and a new joy of life!
In this diary, I’ll share with you my tracking and progress. Step by step, I’m going to conquer myself!