Hello @Tagore my life’s going good. Currently i have study stress so I don’t visit here more. I just don’t get time. I almost forgot about my diary too. Because i was relapsing often. I will try to find a way to get back to my diary updating.
How are you doing brother? @Tagore
Hello guys, here i am, restarting this journey again. I realised i have been running away from my problems again from a long time now.
Target this time :- 61 Days (previous best)
Counter reset time :- 30th April 2021 :- 12:00 noon.
Anyone of my friends here want to join this journey again with me?
Thanks brother. Let’s do this !
Day 1 Completed.
Got urges 2 times. Once while studying and once at time of sleep.
Day 2 Completed
Got urges today also. But i didn’t relapsed because i don’t want to fall down at Day 1 itself.
Day 3 and Day 4 completed.
On Day 3 i got urges
On Day 4 morning i saw sex-dreams.
Day 5 Completed. Had a boner once. But i straightaway urinated and let the boner go away.
Day 6 also Completed. But there’s a problem.
On Day 6 afternoon, i was asleep. And i saw a dream in which i was having sxx. I tried hard to wake up but i couldn’t. The sxx completed but still i couldn’t wake up. After some time i woke up and saw my pant wet. It was not all the fluid out but a considerable amount of fluid. And even after waking up, the fluid continued coming out little my little. So i fapped with no interest and removed all the fluid out.
Seriously for last 5-6 days I didn’t think of any good reason to fap. So i abstained well. But this happened today.
What should i do? Reset my counter or continue with it?
Please let your opinions in.
Day 7 completed.
There were urges because of boredom. But instead i spent time on snapchat feeds so that my mind gets distracted.
Day 8, Day 9, Day 10 Completed.
8 and 9 completed with ease. But on Day 10, i got tempted to watch P. I saw this as a process building in my mind, with it’s destination at MO.
So i decided not to fuel this process. Now when i think of that time when i got tempted and literally imagine all the stuff that i was going to see and do, i feel good that i made past it. I will keep this feeling alive in me for preventing me from falling for temptations again. And so the journey continues.
Also i would say,
watching P0rn is not the solution/escape way for your depression, anxiety, stress, boredom, loneliness etc.
Day 11, Day 12, Day 13
All days Completed with ease.
On Day 13 , i was alone at home for sometime. Also i was super bored for past few days. But i didn’t even peeked for a single time. Looking forward for more good days.
Day 14 completed with ease. No urges at all.
Now-a-days I don’t find any good reason to fap 
absistence is good.
Day 15 completed.
Honestly i got urges today. But as i said in earlier post (Day10) I imagine and go through all the process of it, like what all things will i do if i give up to urges and what would i feel after doing it. This again prevented me from relapsing. Streak continues.
Edit :-
Trigger was boredom. Because before when i used to get bored, i used to cope it up with PMO.
Day 16 and Day 17 completed.
Getting urges more often now. Boredom is increasing.
Day 18, Day 19 and Day 20 completed.
More 41 Days to fight.
Today i got many urges. I got a natural morning boner too. And i almost fell for it. Then i realised, yes the boner is natural, but my fapping would be unnatural, and how can i break my 20 Days streak. It was a hard day. Glad i made it.
I’m being less productive these days, i guess that’s what causing the urges to burst in. Gotta be productive, Gotta indulge myself in any kind of work.
Day 21, Day 22 and Day 23 completed.
I don’t know why the urges are increasing on alternative days. One day i will have many urges and next day I will have minimum urges. Again next day i will have more urges…
I just don’t touch it. I want to cross all limits this time. 
Bhai aswini mudra , breathing exercise reduces urges… Aap din me thoda thoda kariye apka urges kam hoga…
I am fine bro… 
life is mixture of up and down.
Hoe are you doing? How is your streak going on?