It’s been so Long since I have been struggling with this addiction, That I feel weak, and that has never been me. I have changed countries, been relatively successful, and am on my way to do a little better than I hoped, However, things are hard and life is not the best when you have to deal with your inner devil every day. I have tried to overpower it so many times, that I would rather give up counting. However, this time I am planning to document my journey, hopeful that this will help.
With most of the decisions in a day being binary, either “Yes” or “No”, I just hope to make the right one.
I usually keep myself busy with one thing or the other, so I am not sure that I will be able to write long diary entries, but I will make sure to check in every day!!
Stuck to my plan. The day was stressful I was truly restless, but the project code is finally actualized. Can, at last, take a sigh of relief.
As for the no-fap; I am committed and am looking forward to the next day!
There was a very brief time when I got excited over nothing - But deep breathing and open curtains helped me overcome it.
Since the next ten days are going to be very stressful, I am planning to meditate and go for some sort of Yoga session. Let’s see…
Day 2:
It was a very weird day, I have constant fear about whats going on with my life, and mostly my master’s it is not going the way I planned.
As for no-fap, I am committed and am looking forward to the next day, However one not to self: Keep the phone away while sleeping, It should not be the first thing I look onto.
Just to add, yesterday I relapsed, Usually it is not that hard for me and I pretty much have an easy ride through first few weeks, However I relapsed yesterday and it was going south since then.
It was a. bit of a struggle getting off in the morning, but overall it was a success today.
It was one hell of a day, have to be patient with the research and work !! The code is done.
Sorry for the late entry, I have been quite busy with work.
I hope what I am doing right now is fruitful in the end. I just had my most maths-heavy exam, and it went over 7 hours, My mind is giving up on me, “I cry”. Good thing noFap is a bit helpful, and is helping me keep my resolve.
Hi, Its been quite some time, since I last reposted.
I did well last semester, I just have a few things to take off, now.
As for the NoFap, I am still committed, I have started listening to the men’s podcasts, and it is helping me a lot.
Just wanted to document my journey, here… one more thing my flirting game seems to be better, much better now.
I had some time today, so thought of journalling. Day before yesterday, even yesterday were the most hectic day I ever had, but It was still nice. Being on no-fap gave me a different type of confidence, that was missing in me.
Gained enough confidence to even ask one out. Finally !! so yeah things are looking up. I just hope you all guys are doing great with your life.
But yeah there are a few key notes that I want to keep to myself.
It’s ok to fail sometimes. We must learn from the past to live the present to have a better future. 41 days is really impressive man! Bravo à vous Monsieur @TheChakraGuy et bonne chance pour la prochaine
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