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I know most of people here are religious and have faith in god.so i just want ask a Question suppose you are in love with someone and that person is also into you and love is so Genuine that you guys want to marry. But it is impossible to marry Her\him so what will be your Approach will you Accept the Situation and Move on or Youโll pray to Your god until he makes impossible > Possible. And if you pray everyday and still nothing is happing what will you do?
As a religious person , I admit I dont have a special answer to that question because I donโt see God in that way.
For me , God is not the one who solves all of our problems. We must take 100 percent responsible for our actions and not to expect God to solve our problems. If God really exists , He have a lot of other works to do.
For me , God is some higher power beyond our thinking for everything that lies as mystery. Even if God exist or not , I would love to think that God exists because it constantly gives me a reminder that there are entities that are much powerful than you and we are nothing compared to them. And that thought keeps me humble.
But i think we should ask for help to almighty god when we canโt able to handle Situation.
Ok Initially I thought you as an atheist. Thatโs why I didnโt mention too much Points to support my statement as I am having exam these days so I donโt want to have a debate here.
Yeah I agree with what you said , We need to keep in touch with God during unfavourable situations to keep ourselves sane. But at the same time we must constantly look for solutions to solve the problem.
Yeah i agree your Action should be relevant to what you are asking to God.
I hope Your Exam Goes well
Thanks . Wishing you to be successful in your future endeavours bro
Iโm resting my Counter to last replase which was 50 Days Ago.To keep my self motivated that I had come so far and i canโt loose now.
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Yes Sure plzz
iโd like to here your Views on this
i also believe that godโs plan is always best than our plan but it take so much sabr to keep yourself in peace.
02-09
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03-09
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04-09
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05-09
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06-09
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07-09
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08-09
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Start of September was good but i cant abel continue it. Now to bring myself back in track i uninstall Insta temporary to feel and observe boredom. Today i will complete all the taskโs
Today I got very Intense urges. I was alone at my work place form 6:00 PM to 10:00 and I fought with urges till 9:00 one part of my mind was telling that youโll not gona at such opportunity again you are alone with high speed internet and 4k PC and one part of mind was telling you know how bad itโs gonna feel. But at last at 9:10 i open P$rn tab and videos afte videos and tabs after tabs i started scrolling. And my inner self was like shoutingyou know this is fake you know this is wrong you know side effects of this Iโm not gonna lie i watch P$rn for may be 20 mins but i didnโt ejaculate and suddenly at blink of eyes I shut down all my tabs and i felt like hell that what I was doing, why Iโm falling again and again and felt depressed like hell than I sit on my prayer mate and bowdown to My Lord. I asked for Forgiveness. I time I entered my office I knew it that this will be tough. I controlled my urges for 3 hours but at last I fall.
This is not end of the world I now how you are feeling but start again give your self Target. donโt go for Forever because its wonโt work give some particular Number of days.
11-09
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Itโs going good bro Iโm learning every day and implementing on daily basis
12-09
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i had lost track in last week i didnโt done any Major productive things I missed my prayers, didnโt read Qurโan and Didnโt workout for may be whole week. But 2 days ago i was alone at my work place at 11:00 pm and also I had broke my previous records so my brain was convincing me to take PMO as a Achivement and I almost convinced high urges and also pressure of missing this opportunity of watching Po$n. But with courage opened YouTube and start listening Religious Content and Felt Great. I didnโt Followed the devil but i followed my God. Instead of fulfilling my desires I stepped forward to make my Lord happy with me so Iโll get his mercy and donโt get lost.
Yesterday I get my self back on track Allhamdolillah
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Also working on my skills sets.