DonCarlo Diary [22M]
Hey Guys iโm Creating a Diary to keep myself on track and i will keep updating it Everyday or Every 2 days. About Myself
Iโm into this shit from last 8 years. But from last one year iโm Trying Nofap and currently iโm on my best streak of 60days (Though Days doesโt Matter) and will continue this. if you are reading this i really want you to join and help me in this journey.
Started day with morning routine and practice meditation after long time. Completed my daily task and Editing Work, though i was not that Focused to the work, got distracted so much by insta & YT.
Tommorow iโll Try to be focused towards my work.
The day was just normal i completed my work though i was doing same mistake, getting distracted too much but anyhow i completed my. I know i didnโt so far but when ever i look back those streak of 3 days then relapse i realize that i didnโt had strong purpose for nofap but now i have, very strong which drives me and who ever is reading this find a purpose Health, Wealth, Love ,Study. Anything. And iโm Glad we have such Supportive Community. Thank You Guys
its been 3-4 days that i didnโt write anything here.
its been heavy rain here and Iโm on day 68. But as a mention before i peek and edge serval times so donโt find this as any achievement. but trying to disciplined and to make best use of my time. Currently learning A.i and also working to advance my Editing Skills.
70days completed. But now I get hit by urges minimum twice a day and everytime I need to stay conscious and I read my reminder which I had written when I relapsed last time.
Journey of 70 days Fall apart at 2:00 am.and i lose i once again. I used to help people on their journey but i canโt able to help myself. It start with peek without audio and complete in 2 min and in blink of eye I fall in depression and that anxiety of Day 0.
But as they say learn from your mistakes so what learn is that never ever peeeekkk and donโt bring your mobile in bedโฆ
This is what i learned from my last relapsed keep giving Dose of Discipline Nofap to yourself Donโt drag by overconfidence no matter on which day you are make habit to see some stuff related to Discipline, Nofap or anything which make sense to you this will help you when you get urges.
Currently reading โNorwegian Woodโ By Murrakami, 1960โs Emotional Story and some part of book are so relatable to my life. No matter what life you are living but there will be some โHOPEโ for something and Someone. And hope take you to your lord. Canโt able to convey what I was thinking but if youโre reading this just bare it.
