[25M] strongwillpower's Diary

[strongwillpower]

Thanks buddy! I’ll definitely work on what you taught me!

@Hubinho

Think about how amazing it is to do yoga everyday as you do, about how much time you spent studying and knowledge you gained, about how you quitted pubg.

@Hubinho

In my driving school they called it an eye fixation. If you drive a car and you look at a bike in front of you, you’ll definetely hit that bike. To avoid crash you need to look at the empty space next to the bike, so that you’ll drive into this empty space and pass safely next to the bike. Without crashing.
I guess it works the same with relapsing. Just don’t think about it.

This was a great piece of advice. I understood the message and motto behind it.Thanks a lot buddy! @Hubinho

[_TIGER]

Great job bro…i am following you…

[anon15901281]

What a nice run you are doing bud!! This is your time to shine, keep fighting!!!

[strongwillpower]

Day 14, 10 hrs 2 mins

I’ve got stuck again to my addiction, that addiction is procastination. I again woke up 2 hours late today.the main reason was procastination. “I will do the morning study later, sleep is important”

Main problem was before going to sleep last night, i didn’t make my mindset for the work i have to do next morning. I’m going to work on this.

After 2 days of hard urges, its normal now.
You have to keep telling yourself when urges hit you “Just one more day, i can do this”

These 1-1 days will become months, and years 1 day.

[anon15901281]

JUST ONE MORE DAY!! Keep fighting bro!!!

[strongwillpower]

@anon15901281 we can pull ourself out of this sh*t. You also stay strong. War is not over yet. We can do this.

[Tagore]

We should get out of procrastination brother. Sometimes it happens since the thing that gave a lot dopamine to our brain is not there. But we are together. Whatever happens going back is never an option. You brothers are with you @strongwillpower. Keep going!!!

[strongwillpower]

Day 15, 7hrs 21 mins

I almost relapsed last night. Because of YouTube. But i controlled it.

Im ruining my daily schedule too. I need to fcking do something about it.
After all, no matter what, im not going to relapse

[_TIGER]

Wahh! You are great…

[neo_150]

@strongwillpower

im not going to relapse

Yes brother @strongwillpower … No matter what comes in your path… just don’t give up at any cost.

TELL YOUR BODY AND BRAIN Crying is acceptable, Boredom is acceptable, Flat line is acceptable but Relapse and Edging Is NOT acceptable.

Stay Strong brother.

[strongwillpower]

@neo_150

Crying is acceptable, Boredom is acceptable, Flat line is acceptable but Relapse and Edging Is NOT acceptable.

This is soo true! I’ll focus on this.

[Tagore]

My brother @strongwillpower I also went through the same situation yesterday. Believe me get back on your routine and discipline today and you’ll feel and lot better.

@strongwillpower

After all, no matter what, im not going to relapse

This is the attitude of a king. You are on the path of freedom and glory

[strongwillpower]

Thanks a lot brother! @Tagore your trust in me means a lot!

[strongwillpower]

Day 16, 7hrs 20 mins

Read this out if you get time guys. I poured my heart into it.

https://rewirecompanion.com/t/i-need-to-overcome-an-obsession/24173/15?u=strongwillpower

[_TIGER]

Wahh bro you are kind hearted person. You are also simple anytime you are motivating me .

[strongwillpower]

Thank you @_TIGER brother! Challengers like you many of the companions keep me motivated.

[drago]

That’s so true That you get everything on the right time.
It’s like happy beginning.

[neo_150]

I am happy for you brother… May God bless you both.

My best wishes for you brother👇

[strongwillpower]

Thank you brother

[strongwillpower]

Day 16, 20hrs 51mins.

Im still out of track of my daily routine. I think I’m in the flatline period. I can’t feel any urges. Even if there are urges, i can’t feel any kind of boner. Even when looking at tempting TV ads, i dont get urges.
Bordem is being a constant friend these days. Normal end to the day.