[22M] textmr's diary

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I think I know how you feel and what your place is like. That was how I managed to reach 2 weeks streak easily. I could have finally broke free back then if it wasn’t for a certain mistake that I don’t want you to experience it.
Do not stay alone. Avoid naps as much as possible. Your bed is for sleeping at night only. When you go to the rest room do your business as fast as thunder. And never ever ever watch Porn. Most importantly, Never miss on a single prayer. Do not say I will pray it later. Do the hard work especially if you don’t feel like it. If you procrastinate once you will procrastinate more so do not miss a single task.

Spend time with your family as much as possible, they are the real cure for your problem for they can rewire your emotions and help you to better understand how relationship should be and how disgusting your addiction is.

Happy new year by the way! And all the very best.
Take my advice seriously and note it down on a paper. You will never regret it.

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I will take revenge from you addiction

I will take revenge from you

I always drank the blood in my throat

You will not be alive one day

I will win the battle by the will of God

Then no body will be in my competition

One will have to die

Either i die or the addiction will have to die

But one thing is clear …one of us will have to accept forever holy moly death

I am after your life addiction

I will not let you escape

Its been 2 years …and you are still in my brain …fucking my whole life

I will fuck you one day…pig …i will fuck you one day …with lots of speed mother fucker

Ok …ok i know that i should not be so much angry …but …i will not leave you

You listened to it addiction

You troubled me for whole life

My life distroyed because of you

I hate you

And i am not gonna leave you

I will die trying but you will have to go one day …and forever

SORRY GUYS …I AM VERY VERY SORRY TO WRITE THIS HATE MASSAGE HERE …I WROTE WHAT I FELT

I AM REALLY VERY SORRY …IF ANY OF YOU GILUYS DIDENT LIKED IT

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Dude the reply was so scary :joy:
But I like it :smiling_imp:

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I am full with hate with addiction bro… not only today but from last year …but i cant speak those hate words here you know

Not only hate will help me …if we have real power then we will have to prove it

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The best way to let those negative emotions go away is throughout exercising

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My life is not going good …and i am not in a good mood …i will have to kill this addiction forever

I cant give up

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I told everything to my parents

My father said “” you can do it my son …you can do that …what nobody can do on this planet earth…its a very good thing that you wanna quit all this “”

My mother said…" i will pray for you my son …i am gonna pray for you “”

My father always taught me to belive in my self :sob::sob::sob::sob:

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My father also took me to a doctor but he wasent able to help me up

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All the best man. Believe in yourself.

You can do it!!!

kaioken-ssb

Here are some memes and motivational images that might cheer you up







You really have good parents. Thank the almighty God for this gift.

I believe you can do it!!!

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I thank you GOD 30 millions a time for giving me such a nice parents

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You know bro i never got a chance to make my parents proud you know :sob::sob::sob::sob:

No…no …i got too many chance but i wasted it

I am so fuccking addicted asshole man​:sob::sob::sob::sob::sob:

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You know what man, Be stupid.
I really mean what I say. Be stupid and live.
You don’t need complicated plans or make things harder. Just enjoy life and forget about your addiction.
“A man who loves walking will most likely walk more than the man who loves the destination.”
Your past self did not know about this addiction. You only get urges when you get reminded of it.
Forget about it.
Be stupid champ!

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I was travling in a train one day …and i got slept …and i came into my dream and i saud to my slef …

I said to mayself …“” what you have given to your parents idiot “”

And my eyes opend …

And

Amd i got shocked

I got shocked …that what the fuck is happening with me …

What was that

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My life keeps on giving me such indications

One after the other …but i dont know what that means

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Alright man I have a science test for tomorrow so I must prepare.
Sweet dreams to you Bhai and remember that you are stronger now. You are armed with your family, friends, and a new @textmr03

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Ok…good night bro …and please dont relapse because …

IT IS NEVER WORTH TO RELAPSE :blush:

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Oh thank God you reminded me of one more advice.
Write down a letter to your future self. Express all the anger, tell him how you will feel after relapsing and how it destroyed your life. Whenever you get urges, read it.
You can also film yourself in a video as well. I hope it helps.

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Action speaks louder than words and

WE WILL HAVE TO REMEMBER IT FOREVER …ME AND ALL OF US HAVE TO REMEMBER THIS FOREVER

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Pray for me bro …pray for me from the one true GOD

I really want to get rid of this now

ENOUGH

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Just 2 hours ago …i came to my home …

I have goals to conquer

I never saw my self in the best version of my self

I WANT TO BE THE BEST VERSION OF MY SELF

I am saying this from my heart guys

I am really saying this from my heart

Its 2023 guys …its 2023

I dont have any time left

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