[22M] Pingpong1 diary - PERSEVERANCE

7 Oct.
Wake up 5:30 :white_check_mark:
Running 2 km :white_check_mark:
Exercise :white_check_mark:
Study 5 hrs only(lot of electricity issues)
Meditation –

This is the time …

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:fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire:

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I am taking a 10 day break from rewire app. Will write daily progress in diary and will post here when I come back. See ya

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stay strong …
cya soon…

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I did a similar thing back in June.
Take care, return like a saint afterwards :fire:

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I am back guys. Whoo.
A lot of things have happened . And a lot to share but firstly thanks to you @The_integrous_one and @drago

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8 Oct
Again light issues . Alot. Today I studied good but don’t know why focus was less.
Day 2 of navratra (brahmcharini Devi)

Study 6 hrs
Early rise 5:38
Running
Exercise
Pray

9oct
Early rise 5:57
Running
Exercise
Study 5 hrs( I don’t know why but my schedule is messed up now)
Rest all is good. Except electricity issues. But f on tomorrow all will be back on track.

10 Oct
Fuzzy day. I was a bit confused today
Study 7.15 hrs
Early rise 5:40
Running g
Exercise

11 Oct
Didn’t woke up early(sleepy)
Study 6 hrs
Meditation
Pray

12 Oct
Early rise 5:38
Running
Exercise
Prayer
Spiritual lecture
Study 6 hours today

13 Oct
Early rise 5:40
Running
Exercise
Prayer
Study 5:46

14 Oct
Navratri last day
Early rise 6:00
Study almost nil(1hours approx)

15 Oct
Felt some urges but I know they will disappear soon. Now to other stuff
HAPPY DUSSEHRA
Sadly this time no ravan dehan because of Corona. Otherwise good DUSSEHRA
Study 6:10
No exercise
But lot of spiritual stuff
Preparing for tomorrow schedule

16 Oct
Nice day
Early rise 5:30
Running
Exercise
Study 9:15

17 Oct
Early rise 5:30
Running
Exercise
Study 9:04 hrs
Chill day

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In all these days I realised I don’t need rewire app.:pensive: Actually I am good without it because
It keeps me reminding of nofap. But I only need motivation when I am getting urges.

My study time has increased thankfully.
I will keep coming here for some time talking to you all but I think it’s better to say goodbye soon.

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Choose what you think is best for you :fire:

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Yes. I have to. Thanks …

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18 Oct
Early rise 5:35
Running and exercises
Study 9 hrs
Feeling a bit down. Let’s see if I am in the mood to go for running
Good night

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8 Nov.
Finally and sadly I relapsed.
Reason :- urges were overloaded, I could feel the heat in my head after resisting temptations for so long.i gave my best.
I don’t understand the mistake.
Learning :- Forget about nofap. Live it like a lifestyle. I can only pray now to God for help and enjoy every moment of my life to forget it.
But before that I need to prepare for gate exam seriously.
I have so many plans after gate.
Gate just wait. I am coming.

Other things, Diwali went good. Only thing was my mother was sick. Me and my brother did all home things which made me understand how hard this work is…
I learned a lot from this.
And now she is fine and I am slowly starting to get back to studies. It is going to be hard .
But I have to do it.

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You’ll be fine bro, I know.

:fire::fire::100:

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Messed up situation right now. I relapsed today.
And well I am not depressed or smthg but I can’t feel like this thing ever ending.This time I was not even resisting.
I never even saw anyone who said I didn’t relapsed after that day. Only 1 person I saw here was on 1500+ streak. Forgot his name but may be if he was here I want to ask him how he did it.and is he still there?.
But gladly , I am not using those stupid videos for relapsing it’s only MO. That’s a progress.

Reason :- reason may be handling so many things which require enormous will power.

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My motto

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@GOVIND-19 and @drago are there, both doing pretty great.
It’s possible, don’t lose hope

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@EduardoIsraeli and @kostantinosNF both are 1000+ I think

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Awesome words from an awesome man :fire::100:

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Thanks Samaranjay. :pray::pray:
Ya I think I follow them but they are not much active here. @kostantinosNF I saw him last when he crossed 1000. May be if he sees this tag. He may tell me how he did it. :sweat_smile::joy:.
But yeah thanks.
And how are you doing??

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Your changes dp is confusing me so much
I can’t recognise you among all. :joy: Why changed to this nerd

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