Haan bro.
2 Saal kha Gaye ā¦
All the best broā¦ 
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pata nhi kyun itni jaldi time beet raha hai
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Maine ek YouTube theorist suna. Vol rha ki hum Sab 2020 k baad mar chuke h. Alternate universe m h 
Hand to hand dislike ā¦ Dobara Kabhi ni Gaya un galiyon mā¦
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#SasteNashe
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12 may
rwlapsed twice. feeling like shitā¦ because this time i was helped by god but i let him down againā¦
man i feel lostā¦
woke up 6:40
study 10 min
yoga 
Read a book ā
Meditation
Prayer
I am thinking to take a breakā¦
I am really thankful for the help of God. And sorry for not upto the requirementsā¦
I think after fighting so long I have settled in being less aggressive. I donāt fight like old times. I just keep going with flow ā¦I donāt know whatās right nowā¦ well I have other things to focus on alsoā¦
Alright friends good night
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Relapsed on rewire anniversary. 
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Oh damn man , I didnāt even notice that.
Anyway bro, forgive yourself, whatās done is done, itās your anniversary letās partaaay! 
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Leave it bro. Donāt be tired of failing. Just rise from the ashes. Any way happy anniversary bro 
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Itās hard to forgive. It was like an golden chance but I think this was not completely my fault. 40% was situations but situations come and go. I have to be strongā¦
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- I am promising myself to never watch porn again and try hard to be productive
- I rather be bored but not watch YouTube useless videos.
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Was a tiring day. Travelled in bus but also didnāt waste time . Listened to audiobooks. And good theme songs.
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Bro , in my vision itās better reading a book rather than hearing audio books . Reading a book is a lot differ than an audio book. Itās experience is very different. While we reading our visualisation power will get increases. But your choice . You can chose it bro. Well all the best
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I was traveling in bus so I thought to hear audiobook. But I prefer physical books . I read from them daily . Today was exception
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Woke up 7 felt good after complete sleep
Studyā
Yogaā
Meditation
Prayer
Read a book (listened to audiobook)
I travelled back to home due to 4 day holiday.
So , travelling was tough due to excessive heat and transportation problemā¦ bus stop was emptied due to police exam in Rajasthan. I donāt find connection between them
had to become rough. Had a verbal fight with greedy conductorā¦
Now feeling at peace at home. Home is home bro. Nothing more better ā¦
Good night . Hare krishna
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Hereās a video that helped me get back the basics about self improvement journey some of which I was forgetting.
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Thanks bro. Really appreciate itā¦
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14 may
Now at home . So tried to atleast complete main activities
Woke up 6:20
Meditation
Studyā
Yoga
Prayer
Read a book ā
Good night hare krishna
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I was so indulged that I didnāt update here for few day
Woke up 7
Yoga ā
Study 20 min
Read a book ā
Meditation
Prayer
Be a fighter. Fight for yourself. People consciously or unconsciously can say or do wrong things to you. Donāt take everything to heart. Fight negativity and spread positivity.
Alright good night. Hare krishna
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20 may
I lost again and this made me little emotional. Coz I felt the addiction still lurking around smiling(evil) on me .
I was having so much urges from 1-2 days because you know how much parents make you eat. Itās like my stomach was always full.
So when I was travelling back to hostel(today) I was aroused so many times . I was having fantasy dreams. They were so frequent that I couldnāt control all.
When I arrived I was half way convinced to fap but still I avoided it and tried to connect with friends but unfortunately both my friends were out. And no one around me.
But, I realised my mobile internet is done. And I have zero balance online.
And thatās where I found out my addiction. I called my friend to send me 20 rupees and I recharged for 1 gb and then I relapsed with porn twice 
After clarity , I am feeling down and again my confidence in myself has decreased.
It will take some time to be calm then I will make some decisionsā¦
Man fuck this addiction. Its been almost 7+ years till I am addicted and still I am at same placeā¦
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20 may
Making plan for tomorrow. Letās see.
And other thing is I need to focus on a new thing rather than fighting this addiction to overcome it.
I will write time table for tomorrow now.
Good night
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