[22 M] RE: Awaken's Nofap Journal

I see you are tired.
So am I. Job market sucks, to be very honest. I hate Living in India, either you succumb to slavery here(corporate or political), or succumb to poverty.

This country is the back office of the whole world no doubt.

I cannot find good opportunities, nor did my skills are enough for the job I seek. The jobs I get are so so bad, it’s frustrating.

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What’s ur plan to leave india ?

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I see. I remember u had a good IELTS score before.

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Either I can use my cousins route and go with the help of my relative right now,

Or do my own hardwork and leave in some years. I choose the later.

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Yes, but even then it’s so hard.
I got rejected from 2 Uni’s. Result of one is pending.

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Best of luck bro. Don’t forget us after settling in foreign :person_gesturing_ok:

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The first thing I will do after going is start a new life and forget everything of my past jk :innocent:

Why would I forget you lol. Thor, Odin Son!

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@The_Rising_One I miss the time we used to have
challenges. May be soon again.

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Lol :joy: idk why it sounds really funny

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I said it sarcastically yes.
A girl told me yesterday be sarcastic when you wanna cry and you will feel happy.

It works.

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How’s your life @Lord_Inosuke

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Yeah that’s what boys do lol. We can’t accept that we are getting emotional :laughing:

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am I reading my future here :skull:
( so cooked left everything upto god’s way )

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It kinda sucks rn. There are some real issues as well but most of the time I’m stressed because of myself. Ohh man don’t ask such serious questions dude :rofl:

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We should talk someday, about it.

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I am never adding egg directly to any cooked noodles. Fucked everything in last after making such effort.

5th March, 2025

  • Bathing 6:00-6:30 am
  • Getting ready 6:30-7:00 am
  • Walking the dawg 7:00-7:20 am
  • Eating something
  • Nap 7:50-10:00 am
  • Study 10:00-4:00 pm
  • Work 4:00-5:00 pm
  • Travel back 5:00-6:30 pm
  • Bank 6:30-7:30 pm
  • Call 7:30-8:00 pm
  • Appointments 8:00-10:00 pm
  • Socialising 10:00-1:00 am
  • Sleep 1:00-6:00 am
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You can try South East Asia I guess
The way things are happening in the western world at present reflects uncertainty
China, Japan, South Korea, Singapore, Indonesia, Vietnam, Thailand
These are the countries where future lies with prosperity
Western world is overrated : Magnificent increase in Racism, Inflation, High Cost of Living, Hate crimes against Asians, Trade Wars, Wokeism etc.

In Singapore, Malaysia, Tamil is an official language of these countries
If you know tamil, you can survive there
Tamils there are indigenous people living for more than 2000 years
So you won’t be facing racism there because people there will look just like us speaking the same language and same culture

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That’s cool, didn’t know that. However I don’t know Tamil.
I do like Middle East, and Our Asian countries “India, Pakistan, Nepal, etc”

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To-do March 6th, 2025

  • Getting Ready 10:40-11:00 am :necktie: :white_check_mark:
  • travel 11:00-12:40 pm (updating some doc) :metro: :white_check_mark:
  • Discussion 12:40-1:40 pm :speaking_head: :white_check_mark:
  • Travel back 1:40-3:30 pm :metro: :white_check_mark:
  • Walking the dog 4:00-4:30 pm :dog2: :white_check_mark:
  • Appointment + Application 4:30-6:30 pm :card_index_dividers: :x:
  • Some side work 6:30-8:00 pm :man_technologist:t2: :x:
  • Socialise & study 8:00-11:00 pm :books: :x:
  • Sleep by 11:00-6:00 am :zzz: :x: (got late, its 2 am right now)
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To-do March 7th, 2025 :spiral_calendar:

Morning :sunrise_over_mountains:
  • :white_check_mark: Wake up @8:00 am
  • :white_check_mark: Facewash + Brush 8:00-8:10 am
  • :white_check_mark: Ashwagandha + Garlic Empty Stomach 8:10-8:15 am
  • :white_check_mark: Walking the dawg 8:15-8:30 am
  • Park 8:30-10:00 am
  • :white_check_mark: Bathing 10:00-10:30 am
Afternoon :city_sunrise:
  • Appointment & Applications 11:00-12:30 pm
  • Bank 12:30-1:30 pm
  • Helping a friend 1:30-4:30 pm
  • Walking the Dog 4:30-5:00 pm
Evening :city_sunset:
  • Revision 5:00-5:30 pm
  • Call 5:30-6:30 pm
  • Content 6:30-8:00 pm
Night :bridge_at_night:
  • Socialise & study 8:00-11:00 pm
  • Sleep by 11:00-6:00 am
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