It’s been a long time. Hope you all are fighting your battle well.
Sorry for not being active on the forum. I had my final exams and I was busy.
So lemme get to the point now. I have broken all my promises. I told myself ok after I join this forum, I will not do PMO but I kept relapsing again and again. We reached 2021 but I am in the same place I was last year. No change in my life. Completely destroyed myself. At one point I felt like giving up because of so many relapses, I was tired of relapsing and talking big without any action and results. But giving up is not an option and I once again here to fight my addiction. I am not gonna make any promises today, I only need your support guys.
I have decided to start writing my diary once again. I will write what I did every single day here.