2021: TAGORE'S YEAR OF RESURRECTION ( 20 m )

Thanks for the encouraging words brothers @Sacred @FlowForCourage @JumpingBuddha
With powerful men like you all with me anything is possible!

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A pure reboot of 90-180 days is my first aim.

To tell the truth, I have ed now. My penis is not even responding p*** , damn it!
I never expected to see myself in this place. This is not who Iam.
Iam born for greatness. I used to write a lot. Every month, when I was in school, my stories used to get published in important magazines of my language. For teachers and the principal of my school I was a pet.
I sticked two pictures on the wall of my room.
An innocent picture of mine when I was on my mother’s shoulder and the picture of the greatest man I know: Dostyovky (the greatest writer in this world)
My picture represents who I was. My real self. An innocent, pure child of God
And Dostyovky’s picture represent who I want to become.

The greatest writer the world has ever seen!

I’ll be updating my dairy daily.
100% discipline + working on my goals + connecting with friends from whom I got isolated due to this fucked up addiction is my first priority now
I have written down everything, especially what I have to achieve by the end of this year.

TAKE THE WEAPON WARRIORS.

PAIN, BOREDOM, LONELINESS, SUFFERING ETC ARE ALL PART OF LIFE.

Lets embrace it and not run away from it using pmo.
We have grown up. We are men now. Not a weakass who plays with his genital to destroy his life!

Btw, I suggest everyone to paste a picture of your innocent self and a great man you admire on the walls in your room. It will show you who you are at the core and who you want and can become. Its very helpful guys. I got this idea from the book Fortify

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@Tagore A man who knows who he is, and who he wants to become- that is a dangerous man. Keep going and unleash the beast, brother. It matter not who we are, but who we become.

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Jan 7

:white_check_mark: Make my bed
:white_check_mark: Om Chanting
:white_check_mark: Pranayam
:white_check_mark: Meditation
:white_check_mark: Affirmation
:white_check_mark: Visualization
:white_check_mark: Shavasan
:white_check_mark: Jogging
:white_check_mark: Workout
:white_check_mark: Gratitude journal
:white_check_mark: Cold shower at 7
:white_check_mark: Vajrasana after lunch
:white_check_mark: Reading (Fortify)
:white_check_mark: Read Bhagavad-Gita
:white_check_mark: No junk food
:white_check_mark: No TV
:white_check_mark: YouTube 15 mins

:x: Wake up
:x: Mindful eating + chew 22+ times

Work: 8 hours (@_TIGER today you won bro)

A good day. Have been reading a lot. No urges.

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Thanks for the encouraging words bro @Ash_Matt.
We’ll Succeed and will reach a point where we don’t even need to use this app.
Nofap will become our life style. It will become who we are… keep going till you achieve that powerful state!

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A powerful new day has born. Lets take 100% control and responsibility of life. All of us knows that there is always a concious part within us that says ‘yes’ to fapping. That says ‘yes’ to mediocrity.
Kill that noise out!
This is a dream I had on one night I relapsed too many times. Read this for a dose of motivation in the morning.

A Dream that Showed me Reality

Today I had one of the worst dreams I ever had in my life. The dream was:
My maternal grandmother came to my home for attending some function (I remember it vaguely). When she went for the function she gave her phone to me to keep it safe. I was alone in my home till the evening. What did I do?
I opened pornhub and watched all those filthy videos in her phone and forgot to clear the history. (It was a dream, totally out of my control but still shit like this happens in people’s lives) By the evening when she came back she saw this and called me personally to her room. She showed the history of the discription of those videos that I saw and looked at my face. Oh God, I was cringing. Then something that broke my heart happened. My grandmother who took me in her arms and fed me food when I was young asked:
“ARE YOU A HUMAN?”
Oh God, I couldn’t raise my head, it felt like the earth under my legs went away and I fell to hell. Its 10 30 pm now but Iam not able to leave this dream that I saw in the morning.
Think about it brothers, what would your parents or anyone close to you would say if they saw the discription of that filthy, disgusting, hardcore video that you saw? Maybe they would ask the exact same question that I saw in my dream!

Please brothers. Please, stop this! Please. You don’t need to go through this pain of PMOing everyday and losing all the respect you have for yourself. Please, I beg you, please stop this.

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Jan 2

:white_check_mark: Make my bed
:white_check_mark: Om Chanting
:white_check_mark: Pranayam
:white_check_mark: Meditation
:white_check_mark: Affirmation
:white_check_mark: Visualization
:white_check_mark: Full body stretching
:white_check_mark: Soorya Namaskar
:white_check_mark: Shavasan
:white_check_mark: Gratitude journal
:white_check_mark: Cold shower at 7
:white_check_mark: Vajrasana after lunch
:white_check_mark: Reading
:white_check_mark: Pray in the evening
:white_check_mark: No TV
:white_check_mark: No YouTube
:white_check_mark: Mindful eating + chew 22+ times

:x: No junk food
:x: Wake up (5 am)

Work: 9 hours (@_TIGER bro, lets do something else too. Since we both are using the same app by the end of the week i.e. Sunday lets upload the number of hours we worked on that week. The man who worked most number of hours (on that week) is the King of the week!
What say?)

A good day. Has been focusing on work. No urges.
Fuck urges. Bring them on! Iam a beast and I love suffering, I love pain. Bring it on pmo monster!!!
Iam going to destroy you!!!

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Ok bro next Sunday we will…:fire::fire::fire:

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Good morning warriors!

Iam the king of my life. The master of my soul.
AND

Come what may, I won’t fap!

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Good morning bro have a great day! Keep writing, your pen should be in your hand not the pen** :sweat_smile:

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Keep doing Great! PMO is just for people who have no big aim in their life. Too much time to waste. You aren’t one of these people.

Don’t forget: your life is a gift… And it’s ending one minute at a time.

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Jan 2

:white_check_mark: Wake up (5 am)
:white_check_mark: Make my bed
:white_check_mark: Deep work (1 hour)
:white_check_mark: Om Chanting
:white_check_mark: Pranayam
:white_check_mark: Meditation
:white_check_mark: Affirmation
:white_check_mark: Visualization
:white_check_mark: Workout
:white_check_mark: Jogging
:white_check_mark: Shavasan
:white_check_mark: Gratitude journal
:white_check_mark: Cold shower at 7
:white_check_mark: Vajrasana after lunch
:white_check_mark: Reading
:white_check_mark: Pray in the evening
:white_check_mark: No TV
:white_check_mark: No YouTube
:white_check_mark: Mindful eating + chew 22+ times
:white_check_mark: No junk food

Work: 7 hours.

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Come on buddy , ur free from this PMO .This time no looking back :triumph::triumph:.

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Jan 2

:white_check_mark: Wake up (5 am)
:white_check_mark: Make my bed
:white_check_mark: Deep work (1 hour)
:white_check_mark: Om Chanting
:white_check_mark: Pranayam
:white_check_mark: Meditation
:white_check_mark: Affirmation
:white_check_mark: Visualization
:white_check_mark: Workout
:white_check_mark: Jogging
:white_check_mark: Soorya Namaskar
:white_check_mark: Shavasan
:white_check_mark: Gratitude journal
:white_check_mark: Cold shower at 7
:white_check_mark: Vajrasana after lunch
:white_check_mark: Reading (Fortify)
:white_check_mark: Pray in the evening
:white_check_mark: No TV
:white_check_mark: No YouTube
:white_check_mark: Mindful eating + chew 22+ times
:white_check_mark: No junk food
:white_check_mark: Plan for tomorrow
:white_check_mark: Sleep before 11

Had urge in the morning. I used the technique named STAR talked about in book Fortify. It worked. Its basically 5 steps.
1. Stay back and observe what’s happening.
2. Take a few deep breaths.
3. Ask yourself what you really want? Short term pleasure or long term success?
4. Respond in the right way. Take action based on what your passion is.
That aside

IAM THE MASTER OF MY SOUL. CREATOR OF MY DESTINY!

Work: 8 hours (@_TIGER how was the day bro? Iam not pressuring myself. Will take it slowly. Have been getting big urges)

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That’s the spirit , all green ticks✅. Keep going

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I too have filthy dreams
When I wake up I ask myself.
Was that person my true identity or it can’t be controlled by me.
I am too brother pissed out by these filthy dreams.
Nightfall after nightfall.
This thing :weary:
But I am gonna change my mindset, I will develop a hate towards porn, even in my dreams I wouldn’t dare to watch or do anything filthy.
Wish the same for you brother @Tagore
Best of luck
:muscle::muscle::fire::fire:

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We’ll make it brothers @Dean_Ambrose and @rewire_user anything is possible in front of unwavering human will!
You are all strong Warriors.

BEASTMODE :muscle::muscle:

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@Taher sir, could you lock this diary. I decided that this is not required. I’ll continue updating in my older diary itself.

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@Tagore I have merged the two topics (both diaries) so we can see your continued progress :slight_smile: sorry if this was not your intention, I can un-merge them if you wish.

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Thanks brother @Ash_Matt. This was exactly what I had wanted to do. But I didn’t know how to do it.

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