[ 20 M ] Risinglion DailyJournal [ The Man who Wins is the Man who Thinks He Can ]

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After reading your story it feels like you are a true warrior , a true leo.

Ngl i read it till this part

That’s not something that you can call bad reputation.

Hell yeah :fire::fire::fire::fire::fire:.

Btw may you tell me why you create so many diaries? :sweat_smile:

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I was inspired by @drago diary for having relapse free. So I also thought of making a relapse free diary like him. But relapse happens until you are strong enough to overcome this.

But I will continue this diary, even if relapse happens. But I will never face that situation again as relapse won’t happen from now on.

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Success is moving from one failure to another without losing enthusiasm

Productive Activities Done

:white_check_mark:Cleaned the bathroom
:white_check_mark:Cleaned wash basin
:white_check_mark:Cleaned closet
:white_check_mark:Daily affirmations
:white_check_mark:Daily Visualisation
:white_check_mark:Daily Gratitude
:white_check_mark:Cold shower
:white_check_mark:Organised the items in bedroom
:white_check_mark:Organised the items in bathroom
:white_check_mark:Shave Beard
:white_check_mark:Made notes for CAM Logical Instruction Set Lecture Video
:white_check_mark:Listened to Podcast
:white_check_mark:Cold shower ( ×2)
:white_check_mark:Hair Routine
:white_check_mark:Daily Prayer
:white_check_mark:Read Srimad Bhagavat 1 page
:white_check_mark:Vajrasana Pose 2 minutes
:white_check_mark:Ardha Padmasana Pose 2 minutes
:white_check_mark:Being honest as a leader
:white_check_mark:Bhastrika 10 times

My life in 5 Points

  • My bed and bathroom was an entire mess. It was really smelly. So took some time to organise everything.

  • Guests came to my house. They are colleagues of my mom. Male members were talking with my father and female members were talking with my mother. I was in middle of them doing nothing :expressionless:

  • Took a nap and studied for some time. I was really lazy today. My biceps and back hurts like hell because of partipating those 2 challenges. But still managed to study some time.

  • Strong urges were present till evening .

  • Unfortunately relapsed at night. It sucks. I am not going to start a new diary because of this :joy::joy: . Still a lot learnt from this situation.

Lessons learnt

  1. Practice if then statement
  2. Take daily Counseling seriously

Naazni , Today was your day. But remember , I am getting stronger with every failure. The next time I wake up you will be facing tougher and stronger version of me.

Always Thank God for everything

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Manifestation habit

Insipred by @NukePizza , I am planning ahead of what I am going to do tomorrow.

But instead of having a long term plan , I am going to give myself short term plans that are attainable at the same time.

Academics is my primary concern , So I am starting with Academics first

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Short term Academic Goal for tomorrow

.1. Attend 3 video lectures of CAM and make notes accordingly before 12 PM

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Decision after relapse

  1. Delete YouTube in Laptop
  2. Block YouTube website in Bluestacks
  3. Practice if then willpower method
  4. Strictly follow Counceling sessions
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:x:Attend 3 video lectures of CAM and make notes accordingly before 12 PM.

Due to excess pornography usage yesterday. I woke up at 2 pm. Still the day , isn’t over yet. There is hope. As mentioned as long as I am awake , I will am stronger and tougher version of myself compared to earlier.

Goal before 4 PM

  1. Attend 3 video lectures of CAM and make notes accordingly before 4 PM.
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:white_check_mark:Attend 3 video lectures of CAM and make notes accordingly before 4 PM.

Study Goal before 7 PM

COMPLETE Design Engineering Module 1

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:white_check_mark:COMPLETE Design Engineering Module 1

Study goals before 10 PM

Complete Design Engineering Modules 2 - 4

I gonna rape the urges

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Dude I know you are motivated but there are other better lines to use than this, that was horrendous.

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Tat twam asi
Swa aham brahmasmi

I am same as lord vishnu. I have all his power flowing inside my brain. It is healing my brain.

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I am feeling inspired by Lord Shiva and Vishnu now a days

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Yes you are true
@BlackMagic123

Reduce such words
@anon87955785

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Sorry @anon30406793 and @BlackMagic123 , for creating embarrassment.

Will control myself.

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Nothing to be embarrassed
Nevertheless, you can use other alternatives like grind, churn , kill, slap , murder , kidnap ( These are neutral words ).

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Why are u using excess p*** ? Is it like a medication? I mean are you using P like a medication for tiredness or sleep or anxiety ?

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It’s fine nothing to be embrassed, just as Amitro said it you can use neutral words

Best of luck. :v:

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Bro , What I meant is that I got indulged to P for many hours in such a way that my sleep got sacrificed.

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:white_check_mark:Complete Design Engineering Modules 2 - 4

Its 10.20 PM. 20 minutes late. Still I consider this as Success

Study Goals before 11.30 PM

Complete Design Engineering Module 5

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:white_check_mark:Complete Design Engineering Module 5

Time to have good sleep

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