Hey guys , welcome to mine autobiography where I will be sharing my progress 
, midnight thoughts 
, little motivation 
and daily life stories 
. I want u all to be a part of this journey 
. BTW this is my first diary so don’t mind if there are some issues , pls point it out 
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MY STORY :-
I’m a 19 yrs old boy, still in academic phase. I got introduced to mastrbation when I was 14 yrs old. That is in 2019. I used to fap a little in that year but did a lot in 2020 but without prn .I started watching prn in 2021 . I did a lot of bullshit in 2021 and by the end of the year , I decided to quit PMO because it was ruining every aspect of my life. My studies , my physical and mental health as well as my confidence got doomed. The main reason for quitting PMO was my physical health. I was skinny and weak . And I got crush on a girl in my school. So I had to improve my looks to impress her. So I started searching about increasing weight on internet and came to know about no fap. Since then I’m trying to follow it but I never had a great success. I think my max. Streak is of 10 days , in last 3 yrs (2022 , 23 and 24). I have a lot of knowledge about it but still I was not able to succeed. Anyways did I got that girl 
?
No ! 
I didn’t even talked a word to her in 2 yrs. It was one sided love but that girl must have knew about it because I used to see her a lot 
. Later I came to know that she has a boyfriend 
. So I forcefully deleted my love. I mean I stopped seeing her , thinking about her and surprisingly it worked. My attraction got erased. Before that I used to crave for a look of her. Anyways fuk this love story…
She went out of my mind but no fap remained. I always wanted to follow it since then . I kept trying and trying and trying. I’m still trying and will keep trying 
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In this journey, I found about rewire companion. I actually searched on play Store , something like “■■■■ addiction removal app”
. And I got this masterpiece 
. I think my first post was in 2023 starting , I don’t remember much. But yeah , it’s about 2 years.
I will keep updating u all about more things later…stay connected 
and welcome again
My main reasons for creating this diary:-
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I want to go much further in no fap . I’m at six days rn. So It will be fun to document. Also it will reduce the chances of failing.
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I want to be productive. My main exam is just 2 months away and trust me my condition is little bad
. I will try to post my study hours and other accomplishments here to be accountable to myself. Actually study is my main goal rn. Even 18 hrs a day will be insufficient . -
I want to document my progress
From doomed
to enlightened:innocent:
And share it with u all. -
and the last is I want to be surrounded by supporting and caring people like u
. U all are the best community in the world. Make sure to guide and support me in this journey 
. Love you all 
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Let’s start 
. Someone reply if it’s visible 
. I didn’t realised this before. I was taking so much pressure to reach 18 hrs 
. Now I will try to achieve 16 hrs but daily. Thnx 
” on 30th November ? Many people read that , upvoted that and sent me a follow request. This thing motivated me a lot 
and now I’m about to complete 1 week 
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