I have been addicted to PMO since 2019, and this addiction became out of control in 2020, when I started spending most of my time on P** sites. I want to quit this addiction and want to focus on my goals , so staring nofap again after a long time as I can no more live with depression, anxiety and guilt feeling… I’ll focus on spending my time on doing productive work like studying and exercise.
I also got addicted to social media coz of this PMO and Lockdown … I’ll be starting fresh from tomorrow, deleting my Instagram and YouTube account , and will focus on building new and healthy habits instead of wasting time…
I failed today , relapsed twice … This feeling sucks.
Don’t give up bro. Fight back stronger like Bruce Lee .
I’m getting high urges to use social media right now , but I will not coz like this I always end up Relapsing and wasting my entire day…
Shit , I did same mistake again . This phone is the main reason behind the Relpase. I need to plan every minute of the day, so that I’m not able to use this phone. Need to be busy every second…
When i get depressed i open phone. When I use it for several hours I’m depressed again. When I get depressed again I relapse.
My main addiction is YouTube to be more specific to gaming content and K-dramas and Anime… I need to clear all this shit from my account. No more time waste on useless stuff, need to get rid of this addiction…
That’s so true…We need to break this cycle and need to stay away from this phone asuch as possible…
2021-09-27T18:30:00Z
Wake up early✔️
Cold showers✔️
Work✔️
Study 7hrs❌
Nofap❌
No social Media❌
Urges are part of the process. Heavy urges after lunch but i didn’t act upon them. Just did this method to feel the urges
2021-09-28T18:30:00Z
URGES
Cold shower✔️
Meditation✔️
2021-09-28T18:30:00Z
Wake up Early✔️
Cold showers✔️
Work✔️
Affirmations✔️
Study 7+hrs❌
No Social media✔️
Nofap✔️
2021-09-29T18:30:00Z
Relapsed today again…
Mistakes that lead to Relapse:
- Aimlessly browsing Internet
- Not following my schedule
Need to be careful next time I don’t do these mistakes…
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2021-10-02T18:30:00Z
I relapsed today , and same reasons lead to Relapse.
Need to be careful.Same mistake again
It’s been a long time , I have not written my diary…
This addiction can’t be defeated if we just focus on stopping PMO whole day . We need to build good habits and replace them with this addiction…
My strategies to stop Urges
1.Meditation-10minutes
2.Cold shower -5 minutes
3.Pushups-5 minutes
4.Meditation - 10 minutes
To do list :(13 October)
- Wake up Early
- Cold shower
- Affirmations
- Work-7hrs
- Exercise
- Meditation
- No social Media
2021-10-16T18:30:00Z
1.Wake up at 6:30✅
2.Praying✅
3.Cold shower❌
4.Study-10hrs✅
5.Meditation✅
6.No Social media…
2021-10-17T18:30:00Z
Wake up at 6;30✅
Praying✅
Cold showers✅
Study-7hrs❌
Meditation❌