Feels bad that my favourite Music Duo,the legendary French House music Daft Punk is no more and have parted their ways,after 28 years of incredible music,from 1993 to 2021.
I will miss you forever.
It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there’s something about us I want to say
'Cause there’s something between us anyway…
Attended college today,felt sick layer coz I ate a hell lot yesterday,so retired home at lunch.
Got some good sleep from 1 to 5 pm.
Binged a bit but studied some maths later.
Got inspired by fellow mates in the forum and made my own day routine.
Gonna follow it from tomorrow morning,very much excited.
Seeing @Martial_Beast whittle down his schedule checks consistency is freaking awesome and definitely inspired me.
Woke up a bit late, needs to stop setting overly realistic goals, burns me out early.
Studied hard in the morning till 1 pm, head hurts after that, straight up binged till 5pm thereafter, hate it as well, but no regrets. (Edit: It’s YouTube, samanrajay confused it with porn,sorry for the misunderstanding)
No matter how much hard I study, no matter how long I study, it takes a lot of time for me to cover my portion for board exams.But I won’t let me fool myself because I trust myself more than anyone does.
No matter how long it takes,I am going to persevere.
Experienced strong urges after a long time in the evening, was stressed out about studies and was also alone for a bit so those wretched things made their entry.
I did not give in though and went for a bike ride. Some fresh air and the night with its beauty definitely calmed me and made me forget the urges.
Yeah it is gross, but if someone has been a user for long most of the dopamine sensors get desensitized and they spend hours searching for novelty. Glad to know you are not there.
Attended college as usual,woke up late at 8am😅,but managed to get to college in time.
College day was awesome.
Returned home and got my assignments ready , those questions really help predict questions in the exams.
anyway,
Feel better and rest easy with urges.
Cold showers make me feel invincible,like I can do crazy things.
This makes me want to haunt the ghost in my house😂
Jokes apart,I still haven’t experienced any wetdreams and nightfalls so there’s that.
Another thing I experienced was that urges come only when we are frustrated or we just want to get out of a sticky situation .
As a result, we used to masturbate to relieve our pressure and get short amount of dopamine but instead it made us feel even more terrible,even when all things are going really well and that’s absolutely messed up.
2 weeks without Nofap, what a good time.
Next goal - 30 days.
When I’m gonna hit 30 days , I’m gonna put it as 1 day because my mind loves to relapse when it thinks it has achieved everything prematurely.
Last time I relapsed, it was at day 29😭.
The Hot debate in my mind got over me and I relapsed so I’m going to set it as day 1 at 1 month .
At second month, day 2 and so on.
But not to worry, my status is going to be set as my actual streak so if anyone wants to knows, it will be right there.
Had my exam today, studied at a million miles per hour and covered 5 chemistry lessons in 2 hours and blasted the paper🤩.
Was awake untill 2am to study and woke up at 5 am to study again, a bit unhealthy but you gotta do what you have to do.
Anyway,
way to go man! Do you still have more exams? I am free to study from tomorrow and I was thinking as we are in monk mode challenge we can have study challenge too, I also like the concept of whoever does more hours wins, though my max is around 10 hours .
Yeah bro, I have another 5 exams continuosly , tomorrow whoever studies most hours wins🤩. @The_integrous_one , at 10 pm (night ) after 10 pm, just put the hours you studied here in my diary page.
Lets see who wins !?
(Psst, I have mathematics to study tomorrow, I love maths and pretty much gonna study 10 plus hours tomorrow.)