mention your new year dreams ,
hope so next year would not be like the previous ones.
its the start of new decade for me .
i dont wanna spend rest of my life like before .
forgive yourself about the past
i dont wanna spend my next life in thinking about this time.
i dont wanna spend my next life in regrets
i dont wanna spend mt next life in pmo
i dont wanna spend my next life in fear
i dont wanna spend my next life in struggling with addictions
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i know i failed in all previous new year resolutions
but thats not happen always.
im starting from tomorrow 31 dec .
31 dec is the end of the year and the start of dawn of pmo.
all of us suffered alot from this addictions.
but we were not like this ever before .
we were born innocent ,spirtual,glorious.
we just ve to find out our beautiful past before pmo inside our soul .
going back is absolutely possible .
& we promise that we ll not promote adult industry furthur ,as you know one click gives money to industry ,& that money is used on innocent people to destroy their soul .
lust is temporay but happiness is permanent.
& regret also lasts long.
when the soul is demolished then we cant get happiness .& at that time having alot of money ,good job doesnt matter .
we ll come out of this and move on .
we ll defeat the evil
… mention your thoughts also
More effort in understanding the Bible and theology (I do have some knowledge of it, but pretty limited I want to know more)
Be more thoughtful of the things I do, enjoying the present moment
Stopping overthinking of the future, death etc
Continue my streak to infinity, I just don’t want to go back to a foggy marsh in both body and mind
Be more organised
Dive deep down into meditation and adjust my diet to a paleo-like one.
My ultimate wish would be to experience tranquilness and happiness for real. A wish that can only be realized if I continue to fully commit to my streak.
My new year resolution is to become stronger in my nofap journey, study with more efficiency(hopefully I can crack the competitive exams) , get rid off stage fear, most importantly become more spiritual, and become as pure as I was before puberty.