Well Um... I'm Back! Maybe - ChristianMan

Totally irrelevant to what I’m about to say: You may be wondering why Deadpool is my profile picture. To that I will say: I watched Deadpool without my mom’s permission, and I love his personality lol.
Now let’s put the train back on the track:
A LOT has happened since I left, which was a little less than a month ago. So let’s start from the beginning shall we? I basically, if I could summarize it in a sentence or two, left the forum because I didn’t think constantly thinking about porn was helping me. The forum was constantly making me think about it even though it was in an encouraging manner to quit it, porn was still talked about. I never really wanted to leave, but I wanted to be able to come back as a better man and I saw this as a new start. With that said let’s talk about some good news and bad news: A few days later (maybe a week or two I can’t remember) I finally opened up to my girlfriend about my addiction. She took it well as I was hoping she was, and I’m still really glad she knows. Here’s the bad news: I touched her inappropriately in front of her mom. Which is an idiotic move, but what’s done is done. Now I haven’t been able to go to her house in like a month, that’s because I told my mom what happened, basically everyone knows now. Like tons of people know about my addiction now. I’ve been extremely honest and all of the truth is out now. Her mom actually bought me a book, and it may be the best thing I’ve ever read about my addiction. It just hurts because I’m still struggling, but listen to me. I’m going to figure this out. Right here, right now, this is me putting my foot down. I’ve grown quite a bit since I left and I can’t wait to interact with you again. Here’s my motivation and advice to you: No matter how many times you’ve messed up, no matter how long you’ve struggled, the only thing that matters is your mindset, find your drive, and step on the gas. You will never succeed if you don’t want to. It may take a while to figure out how to do this and I still am, but sit down, and really think about why you want to leave this behind, because you know you should, and you’ll find it somewhere inside of you. Then you declare that you are DONE!! Because you are, and once you’ve created that will accept the challenge ahead and take action, because nothing will happen if you stay in the bunker, you gotta get on the field.
Anyways that’s my bit, if you have any questions let me know because I’m sure there’s a lot I’ve left out lol. Love you guys :heart:

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Good to see you back.
So your girlfriend told her mom about your addiction? You just told your girlfriend about it right? How did others get to know about it?
There’s no sense in these questions but just curious :joy:

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No my girlfriend’s mom found out because I touched my girlfriend Inappropriately. A lot of other people already knew because I’ve been super open about it. I eventually just made a post on the Bible app and said I struggle with pornography addiction. So now most everybody I want to know, knows. And dw about the questions lol I appreciate them. I’m open to any and all questions.

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How is everyone today?

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