haan mujhe pata hai ki mai na to english me likh raha hun na to hindi me …mai hinglish me likh raha hun …to mujhe tookne ki jaroorat nahi hai …bus mai jiss tareh se apni feelings apne khud ke liye express kar sakta hun … kar raha hun …
mene pehle bhi ek diary shuru ki thi yahan iss forum par 3 saal pehle lekin mujhe english me kuch bhi likhne me feel hi nahi hota tha ki mae kuch bhi apni feelings express kar pa raha hun apne liye
to jo log meri iss baat se sehmat hon aur india ke rehne wale hon wo mere saath yahan join kar sakte hain…aur meri kisi bhi baat ka reply dene ke liye aap log bilkul meri taraf se free hain
mujhe theek nahi laga to mai iss diary ko bhi kuch din me hi close kar dunga
wese iss diary ko mai daily journal ki tarah use karunga aur apni feelings apne liye express karne ke liye use karunga
pehli baat to ye ki mai ye dekh ke bahut khush hun ki log mujhe support kar rahe hain
mere dimaag me ek baat bahut dino se chal rahi hai ki …HAME APNI GALTIYON SE SEEKHNA CHAHIYE AUR KOI BHI GALTI DOOBARA REPEAT NAHI KARNI CHAHIYE
to mera first motive to yahi rehega apni life me ki mai iss cheez pe focus karoon …kiyunki mai baar baar apni life me yahi galti karta hun …isiliye mere life me koi progress nahi ho pati …to mujhe yahan imporve karne ki zaroorat hai
wese mai kal raat ko hi ghar wapas lauta hun hostel se joo ki doosri city me hai …mai isliye lauta hun kiyunki 4 din pehle mera college khatam ho gaya …akhri semester tha mera
ab mujhe apne aap ko hamesha ke liye badalna hoga …nahi to …meri life me problems badhti jaengi
mujhe apne aapko improve karna hi hai …ab uske liye kitna bhi hard work karna pade …mai taeyaar hun …kiyunki iske alawa mere paas koi aur option nahi hai
mai bewakoofon jese jindagi to gujaar nahi sakta …to mujhe badalna hi hoga …kese bhi …bus mere dimmag me raat din 5 saalon se ek hi cheez ghumti rehti hai ki …mujhe badalna hi hoga …ab mai isme kuch nahi kar sakta …mujhe changes lane hi padenge …mujhe bolne se jada actions lene hi honge
tumhare pyaar aur support ke liye dhanyawaad aur tumhara bhi din magalmae rahe
isse mujhe motivation milega ki mai tum logon ko no fapp se related aur apni life me success achive karne se related mujhse jo bhi ho sakta hai …wo mai tum logon ko bataun
insaan kabhi bhi pura jyaan nahi pa sakta …isiliye hamesha seekhte rehna chahiye …phir chahe wo kisi bade se seekhna pade ya phir chote se
mai abhi workout karne jaa raha hun …aaj ekdam se bahut jada workout nahi karunga nahi to problem ho sakti hi …kiyunki mai bahut din baad aaj se shuru karne jaa raha hun…aur abhi energy level kam hai mera …wahan hostel ka khana kha kha ke esa ho gaya hun
chalo koi baat nahi …ab improve kar lenege ( if god wills)
Same brother mere bhi mann mai yehi ghumta hai. Mai apne aap ko kaise improve karoo…dusro ko jab dekhta hu hamesha lagta hai ki mai unse kam hu. Yeh chiz ko mai bilkul dur karna chahta hu. Aapka message padh kar bohut accha laga apki yeh improve hone ki iccha sun kar mujhe bhi bohot josh mila hai. Thanks brother and good luck for your journey.
haan to bina kisi hesitation ke meri iss diary me reply kar diya karo jab bhi tumhara man chahe …mene suna hai ki upar wala acche logon ka hamesha saath deta hai …to yahi positivity hum logon ko banae rakhna hai ki upar wala hamesha hum logon ke saath hai …aur hum logon ko hamesha apna best efort that is hamara 100% effort dete rehna hai …ek din upar wale ne chaha to jeet hum logon ki hi hogi
aur iss gande wahiyaat aur bina waje ka aya hua bin baulaya mehmaan addiction ki haar bhi zaroor hogi
aur ye mat bhulna ki mai hamesha tum logon ka support karne ke liye yahan pe rahunga …agar koi zroorat ho …ya koi bhi tareh ka sujjestion (private bhi ) lena ho to mujhe dm kar dena …mujhse jo ho sakega ya mai jitna jaanta hun uske hisaab se …mai help kar dunga ( agar upar wale ne chaha to )
aur bina upar wake ke chahe to kuch bhi hona sambhav nahi
acha initiative hai bro atleast dairy pdhke feel to aa rha hai (thoda wierd sound kr rha h ignore:rofl:)
Sbka (including mine) what the heck Is happening in life I gotta leave this shit bla bla dekh k bore hogye the
meri sab se apeel hai ki sab log yahan …ek doosre se acche se bevhaar karen…sab log pyar se rahen …sab log ek doosree ki help karen …aur kisi bhi tareh ki behes ya ladai se bachen …please …kiyunki …mai dil ka bahut pure insaan hun …mujhe phaltoo ki baaten acchi nahi lagtin …jo ki mai bilkul bardasht nahi kar paunga…mere khyaal se mai tum logon se bada hun isliye itna kehna mene apna hak samjha
ye meri diary hai …iss baat ki kadr rakkhen
hum logon ka motive aapas me ladai karna nahi hai …ek doosre ka support karna hai …aur iss addiction se hamesha ke liye apna peecha chutana hai
Mene ye diary isiliye banai hai …ki hum log ek doosre ki feelings hindi me zada acche se samajh paenge…aur mil kar aur ek doosre ka saath de kar iss addiction se peecha chuda paenge
Aaj mujhe bahut kuch likhna tha yahan …lekin kisi waje se thoda pareshan hun …isiliye …apni baat yahan likh bhi nhai pa raha hun
Actually aaj bahut jada horney feel kar rha hun mai …
Exams aur college…jo ki mujhe bilkul acche nahi lagte …wo khatam ho chuke hain…bahut relax feel kar raha hun to isiliye shayad
Aaj pura shedule karab ho gaya hai mera …bus pure din dimag me …
Chalo chodo mai aage nahi bolna chahta…kiyunki yaha par ladkiyan bhi hain to wo mujhe galat samjhengi …aur log ulte seedhe coments karenge …mai nahi chahta esa kuch ho …kiyun ki mai kuch aur bolunga …aur log use doosre tareeke se le lenge …jab ki sab hi ese hi hote hain …i mean jada tar log
Kher in sab cheezon ka koi positive output to nikalta nahi …to mujhe kisi bhi halat me …apna shedule wapas se sahi karna hoga …wese jada kuch nahi bigda hai …lekin jo kuch bhi bigda hai …mujhe use sahi karna hoga
Subha se kuch dala bhi nahi tha mu me maine …pani tak nahi piya tha …phir jaldi lunch kar liya…sham ko bilkul bhi workout karne ka man nahi kar raha hai …lekin karna to padega …karna to padega
Mujhe shaam ko workout karna hai
Aur diner time se karna hai …aur sona bhi time se hai …koi bhi cheez time ke according nahi ho pai to phir se problem create ho jaegi
Mai kabhi kabhi yahan logon ke journal discussions padhta hun…to hasi chut jati hai …kiyunki …mujhe lagta hai ki kitne chote chote bacche hain yahan par
Pata nahi kya kya janna hai inhe …chalo koi baat nahi …sahi cheezen janna logon ka hak bhi to hai …aur human nature bhi hai …cheezon ko explore karna
ye mujhe choti bolne ka Kam sbse pehle @prince_king bhaiya ne shuru kiya tha .mai atleast 20 ki toh ho jaungi idhr to 15 16 k bche bhi fse pde hai … Pr koi ni chote bne rehne ka fayda hai koi kuch ni bolega
…aur thank you baki sab ko bhi …mujhe accha laga ye dekh le ki aap log mere saath hain
thoda wierd sound kr rha h ignore:rofl:)
ye mujhe choti bolne ka Kam sbse pehle