"𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐂𝐚𝐧 𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐡 𝐀𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐬, 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐉𝐞𝐬𝐮𝐬" [38 𝐌]

FaithfulWalker · January 11, 2025, 12:33pm

Introduction to The Passion of the Christ Journal

Welcome to The Passion of the Christ Journal, a spiritual and transformative tool designed to help me reflect on Christ’s ultimate sacrifice while fostering self-discipline and inner strength. As I walk through this journal, I’ll focus on the power of the Passion narrative and connect it to my personal growth, the principles of NoFap, and a disciplined lifestyle in the light of Christ’s example.

Through daily reflections and prayers, I will deepen my understanding of Christ’s love, develop healthier habits, and strengthen my resolve to walk in self-control. This journal encourages me to reflect, pray, and take practical steps toward a life of purity, peace, and divine focus.

Journal Structure & Guidelines:

Daily Reflections: Each entry will include a scripture, reflection on the scripture, and a reflection on my NoFap journey.
Accountability: Each day is an opportunity for growth. As I progress, I’ll track my journey with badges that represent milestones in my commitment.
Self-discipline: Just as Jesus endured suffering for a greater purpose, I too will practice self-discipline to resist temptation and grow in purity.
Closing Prayer: Each day will end with a prayer for strength, guidance, and perseverance.

The Power of NoFap in the Light of Christ

The NoFap journey is more than just a challenge to resist temptation; it’s about reclaiming my purity, mastering my desires, and drawing closer to God. Just as Christ overcame the world through His passion and ultimate victory over death, I too can overcome the pull of worldly distractions. This journey requires strength, but through Christ, all things are possible.

Let me begin this transformative journey with an example entry.

Example Entry:

Day 1

Scripture:

“Then Jesus said to His disciples, ‘If anyone would come after Me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow Me.’” – Matthew 16:24

Scripture Reflection:
This verse speaks to the heart of discipleship: denying myself and following Christ. Jesus doesn’t sugarcoat the path of faith—it’s a path of sacrifice. Just as Christ took up His cross for my redemption, I am called to take up my own crosses. For me, one of those crosses is the daily battle of self-control and purity. As I walk this journey, I’ll remember that true freedom comes not from indulging in my desires, but by surrendering them to God.

NoFap Reflection:
The journey of NoFap is about discipline, but it’s also a journey of surrender. As I deny myself the indulgence of fleeting desires, I’m choosing a higher calling—spiritual and emotional purity. It’s not easy, but with Christ as my example, I know that every sacrifice, big or small, is not in vain. Just as Jesus was able to endure the suffering of the cross for the joy set before Him, I too can endure my momentary discomforts for the long-term reward of a stronger, purer self.

Closing Prayer:
Lord Jesus, I come before You today, acknowledging the challenges ahead. I ask for Your strength as I begin this journey of self-discipline and purity. Help me deny myself, take up my cross, and follow You each day. Let Your example of sacrifice guide me through my temptations, and give me the courage to persevere. May I honor You with my choices and grow in my faith. In Your precious name, Amen.

Badges for Accomplished Days:

To encourage progress and accountability, each milestone in my journey will be marked with a special badge. These badges will represent my commitment to self-discipline, the NoFap challenge, and spiritual growth. Here is a list of badges, starting with Day 1:

Badges:

Day 1: The First Step – “The Commitment Badge”
Day 3: The Foundation – “The Steadfast Badge”
Day 7: The Week of Strength – “The Perseverance Badge”
Day 14: The Two-Week Victory – “The Renewal Badge”
Day 21: The Three-Week Champion – “The Self-Control Badge”
Day 30: The Month of Purity – “The Purity Badge”
Day 60: The Two-Month Triumph – “The Endurance Badge”
Day 90: The Three-Month Mastery – “The Victory Badge”
Day 120: The Four-Month Strength – “The Fortitude Badge”

Additional Milestones:

Day 180 (6 months): “The Resilience Badge”
Day 365 (1 year): “The Eternal Victory Badge”

Daily Accountability & Progress Tracking:

Each day, I’ll have space to track my progress and reflect on my growth. The badges serve as a reminder that every step is valuable and that the journey, no matter how difficult, brings me closer to God’s purpose for my life.

As I work through the days, I’ll remember that no day is a failure. Each day of struggle is an opportunity for growth. Just like Christ’s Passion wasn’t just the moment of His death, but the entirety of His journey, so too is my journey of self-discipline a process of transformation.

FaithfulWalker · January 11, 2025, 3:33pm

Date: January 11, 2025
NoFap Streak: 55 Days

Scripture Reflection:
Colossians 1:13-14 (KJV) Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son:
In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins:

Reflection:
I am reminded that Jesus has delivered me from this power of darkness. He has transformed me to be holy and acceptable for his kingdom. I have redemption from all my sins through his blood, for Jesus has forgiven me of my sins. These verses serve as a powerful reminder of the transformative impact of God’s grace and the responsibilities that come with being part of his kingdom. As believers internalize these truths, they are empowered to live lives that reflect the light and love of Christ, making a difference in the world around us.

NoFap Reflection:
Today has been the most of struggle that I have had. My day is the most difficult to deal with. I am reminded daily from @user1234567890 that the devil is trying to mess with my mind and lose what I have worked for by the grace of God. I am tired of being anonymous so as you see on my profile that I am Samuel. Yes this is my name. As my days grow longer my time is just sometimes a struggle. As I struggle to begin the process of eliminating the fapping, that I will begin my anew with Christ. As @TonyTheChristian has told me yesterday that “Each victory you have is not just taking 1 step forward. It’s a huge leap forward. Each victory transforms you for the better Brother”. This true for me and these words will ring true for me every day. @ejuile also said “I know God would hear our prayers and so don’t be afraid, God will give you the strength not to go ahead with the action and I believe His peace will engulf.” Thank you sister for these words.

Closing Prayer:
Father, thank you for the redemption of your blood. Thank you Father, for sending your Son Jesus, to die on the cross for my sins. Father, I surrender my day to you and help me everyday to remain clean. I want to fulfill my life purpose and be fully committed to your will Lord. When temptations come remind me of your love and sacrifice. In Jesus name, AMEN.

FaithfulWalker · January 13, 2025, 2:08am

January 12, 2025 Sunday

NoFap Streak: 56 Days

Scripture Reflection:

Isaiah 53:5 (KJV) But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.

Reflection

I am reminded that Jesus died on the cross for my sins. He was taken to the Gentiles to be crucified. Everything we do in the wrong we are hanging him on the cross again. Our sins were placed upon his shoulder that we may be free from eternal damnation.

Even when we ask for forgiveness of our sins we must fully repent and come clean before God. We must be healed and made whole in the precious blood of the Lamb.

NoFap Reflection

In order to fully expect forgiveness from God we must take each day as the come and don’t even think about the issue or stress that is bothering you. Give your life to God and God will forgive all of your sins. In 1 John 1:9 KJV If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. That means all impurities that hinder us from fully expecting the forgiveness of our Lord and Saviour.

Closing Prayer

Father, I come before you now asking that you remove all impure thoughts from me. Help me Lord to overcome each day as they come. Lord help me to be each and everyday do you’re will. Lord I love you with all my heart, with all soul and with all my mind. Lord I lift your name on high, Lord I love to sing your praises. Thank you Lord for your blessing on my life. I ask this in the name of Jesus, AMEN.

FaithfulWalker · January 14, 2025, 1:16am

January 13, 2025 Monday

NoFap Streak: 57 Days

Scripture Reflection:

Ephesians 1:7-10 (KJV) In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace;
Wherein he hath abounded toward us in all wisdom and prudence;
Having made known unto us the mystery of his will, according to his good pleasure which he hath purposed in himself:
That in the dispensation of the fulness of times he might gather together in one all things in Christ, both which are in heaven, and which are on earth; even in him:

Reflection:

I am reminded today that we have freedom in Christ. The redemption of the blood of Christ washes away all sins that hinder us from being holy. We must be forgiven of our sins so that we can have abundance in wisdom and prudence. He knows everything about us and our talents that we have. Whether it be speaking in tongues or witnessing to others about Christ. When he calls us use home to heaven we will be gathered together from all nations and see Jesus face to face.

NoFap Reflection:

Today has been wonderful. I am feeling better as I draw closer to 100 days. My hair is getting thicker and my skin is getting tighter. I am now feeling like a kid again. My journey through this nofap is a lot better than the last one. When I was on day 25 through 30 my back hurt all the time. Now my back feels fine and it seems to be healing itself from all those years of fapping. Well thanks for listening. God bless y’all and don’t give up hope keep fighting and know that our Redeemer lives.

Closing Prayer

Father thank you for sending your Son Jesus to die on the cross for this sin that has plagued me ever since I was 13. Thank you each and every day that I wake up to sing your praises. Father thank you for helping overcome this filth that doesn’t need to be in my life. Help me Lord to do your will for my life. Father remove all fantasies from my mind and have my mind clean from from all impurities. I ask this in Jesus name, AMEN.

@user1234567890 @TonyTheChristian @debellator @Rebooter81 @mphexpert @MrSam105 @DIVINE2 @ejuile

debellator · January 14, 2025, 1:55am

Excellent work, brother. Keep going

FaithfulWalker · January 14, 2025, 11:52pm

January 14, 2025 Tuesday

Current NoFap Streak: 58 Days

Scripture Reflection:

1 John 1:7 (KJV) But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.*

Reflection:

I am reminded today that we must walk in the light as Jesus walked on this earth. We always should be kind to others and not be a back stabber. All are sins from past present and future are cleansed by the blood of Jesus. We must fulfill the promise that God has given to all of us. We sinners are all saved by grace.

NoFap Reflection:

As I read this verse that was provided it also reminds me that this habit can be taken care of by the blood of Jesus. Masturbation is a sin that is what I have been researching for the past few days. Even in the old testament it says that if you spill semen on clothes or on you it will be unclean for seven days. The impurities that plague our minds also comes from the heart. As things go don’t think about things that will make you fall and be a stopping you from fulfilling your purpose with God.

Closing Prayer:

Heavenly Father,
I come before you now asking that you will help my friends be strong and not give into this habit. Remove all impurities from there thoughts. God I praise you today for helping me to direct my thoughts upon you. Lord be my guiding light and help me each and everyday to fulfill your purpose in my life. Father I ask that you will remove the sin that has plagued me for a long time.

In Jesus name, AMEN.

@user1234567890 @TonyTheChristian @debellator @Rebooter81 @mphexpert @MrSam105 @DIVINE2 @ejuile @abhi1357 @Sampanyo

FaithfulWalker · January 16, 2025, 1:15am

January 15, 2025 Wednesday

Current NoFap Streak: 59 Days

Scripture Reflection:

2 Chronicles 7:14 (KJV) If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

Reflection:

I am reminded today that we must humble ourselves and pray. We must turn from our wicked ways and will forgive us. Our hearts will be fulfilled with the love of Christ. Our minds must be pure from all forms of sin (including this sin). God will not hear our prayers if we have anything hindering us from the love of Christ. To except the responsibility of prayer one must put away these sins that don’t belong in the will of God. In 1 John 1:9 (KJV) If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. As you see these sins must be confessed before Almighty God.

NoFap Reflection:

Today has been a wonderful fulfilling day. I have very minimal urges but nothing to be alarmed about. My NoFap Reflection for today is that e must remove this impure sensation to get closer to God. All impurities must be removed from our minds our hearts and our souls. Fapping is a sin and must be dealt with accordingly.

Closing Prayer:

Father thank you for everything that you do for me each and every day. My life is better because of you Lord. By your grace you have made me the person that you wanted. Lord I pray that in the name of Jesus that you remove all sins that I don’t know about and help me to fulfill your purpose. I ask this in the name of Jesus, AMEN.

@user1234567890 @TonyTheChristian @debellator @Rebooter81 @mphexpert @MrSam105 @DIVINE2 @ejuile @abhi1357 @Sampanyo

FaithfulWalker · January 17, 2025, 1:04am

January 16, 2025

NoFap Streak: 60 Days

Scripture Reflection:

2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Reflection:

Todays scripture reminds me that God’s grace is sufficient enough for all of us and his strength is made perfect in all of our weaknesses. The glory that we get from abstaining from any worldly pleasure is beyond our minds. There will be a crown given to us all if we keep our minds and our hearts clean. The power that Christ has is better than ours.

NoFap Reflection:

Today I have completed day 60, plan to make it more. I want to fulfill what God has planned for me to do. My mind today is clear of all impurities and all things not of God. God has placed upon my heart now that I must help those in this community to see the truth of Jesus Christ. I know that I might be put down like dirt but my God is stronger than any circumstance that will come along.

Closing Prayer:

Father I come before you now asking you to help me be a light for this community. Whatever it may be help me to fulfill that purpose. Father I know that you said that your will not return unto me void and I believe that with my whole heart. Father I pray that you remove all impure thoughts that is not of you. I ask this in the name of Jesus, AMEN.

Your Brother in Christ,
Samuel

@user1234567890 @TonyTheChristian @debellator @abhi1357 @ejuile @PrDr @Rebooter81 @MeditatingNotMedicating @mphexpert @MrSam105

user1234567890 · January 17, 2025, 2:26am

Let your light so shine, Brother! God bless you for all the work you do in this community!

debellator · January 17, 2025, 2:31am

Whoa two months clean! That’s 2/3 of the way to 90 days. PMO is in your past, you are a new creation now, keep going!!

FaithfulWalker · January 17, 2025, 2:39am

2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV) Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.

FaithfulWalker · January 18, 2025, 12:56am

January 17, 2025 Friday

NoFap Streak: 61 Days

Scripture Reflection:

2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV) Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.

Reflection:

Today’s scripture reminds me that that if anyone is in Christ, they are a new creature. All of the impurities are removed as far as the east is from the west. We must reflect on this scripture to fulfill are daily routine for each day and be acceptable to the will of God. To make things better we must accept the gift Jesus offers. Put away the old self and put on the new.

NoFap Reflection:

Day 61 I am finally accepting this to fulfill what God has for my life. As my title says what can wash away my sins, nothing but the blood of Jesus this is what make me feel clean and confident enough to move forward in my life. As those that accept this will be better off. I have now understood what my journal means, I have to be washed in the blood of Jesus to wash away my Sins.

Closing Prayer:

Heavenly Father, I come before asking you to renew my hope in you. I want to completely accept that I am abstinent from this bad habit. Lord I know that I have long way to go to be totally clean. Father you are my hope and my shield. Remove all impurities from my mind and help me to be pure of heart. I ask this in the name of Jesus, AMEN.

Your Brother in Christ,

Samuel

@user1234567890 @TonyTheChristian @debellator @abhi1357 @ejuile @PrDr @Rebooter81 @MeditatingNotMedicating @mphexpert @MrSam105

FaithfulWalker · January 18, 2025, 11:56pm

January 18, 2025 Saturday

NoFap Streak: 62 Days

Scripture Reflection:

1 Peter 5:6-9 (KJV) Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:
Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.
Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world.

Reflection:

Today’s scripture reminds me that we humble ourselves before God, so that we may be exalted in due time. We must cast all our troubles and suffering unto him, because God cares for us. We must always be on the alert because the devil will try to make you fall and the you will feel depressed. We must have faith to resist the devil, knowing that all of our brothers and sisters have suffered this same fate.

NoFap Reflection:

Today has been a wonderful day today. No urges to mention. Focusing now to fulfill what God wants in my life. As everything goes the hope that I have been looking for is here. My life is better after day 60, because days 51 through 60 was the hardest for me to accomplish. As I look back I see that my life wasn’t what it was supposed to be. Focus is more attentive and my urges are now more manageable.

Closing Prayer

Heavenly Father, I pray right now for a brother in this community that he will accept the responsibility of managing his own urges. Father help him to understand that this 5 minute pleaser is not worth it in his life. Father I thank you for your grace and love. Thank you Father fo sending your Son Jesus to die on the cross. I ask now that you remove all impurities and any unknown thoughts from my mind. Thank you Lord for your blessing. I ask this in the name of Jesus, AMEN.

Your Brother in Christ,

Samuel

@user1234567890 @TonyTheChristian @debellator @abhi1357 @ejuile @PrDr @Rebooter81 @MeditatingNotMedicating @mphexpert @MrSam105

FaithfulWalker · January 20, 2025, 1:06am

January 19, 2025 Sunday

NoFap Streak: 63 Days

Scripture Reflection:

Isaiah 1:18 (KJV) Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.

Reflection:

Psalms 68:35 (AMP) O God, awe-inspiring, profoundly impressive, and terrible are You out of Your holy places; the God of Israel Himself gives strength and fullness of might to His people. Blessed be God!

Psalms 68:35 (NIV) You, God, are awesome in your sanctuary; the God of Israel gives power and strength to his people. Praise be to God!

Psalms 68:35 (GNT) How awesome is God as he comes from his sanctuary—
the God of Israel!
He gives strength and power to his people.
Praise God!

Reflection:

Todays scripture reminds me that my God is an awesome God. As you may notice I have different translations of the Bible scripture in my scripture reflection, because of this I wanted to point out that God is the most awesome God that I know. There is a song written by Rich Mullins called Awesome God. As the scripture in the KJV says O God, thou art terrible out of thy holy places, that is still saying that God is awesome.

NoFap Reflection

Today has been a wonderful day. I haven’t had no urges all day. I still want to praise my God everyday because I know that He is an awesome God. NoFap means to me that I must remain strong and not give in to any urges that might build. To be strong and not give up is to surrender your life to Jesus. I have learned to reflect my thoughts on things above and not on the things of this world.

Closing Prayer:

Heavenly Father, thank you for being so awesome. Your name is worthy of my praise. I love you Lord and lift your name on high. Lord I pray that my Brothers and Sisters remain strong in you and have faith knowing that you can redeem them. Lord I pray that you remove all impure thoughts and fantasies from my mind. Help me Father to remain steadfast in your love. I ask this in the name of Jesus, AMEN.

Your Brother in Christ,

Samuel

@user1234567890 @TonyTheChristian @debellator @abhi1357 @ejuile @PrDr @Rebooter81 @MeditatingNotMedicating @mphexpert @MrSam105

Awesome God - Rich Mullins

FaithfulWalker · January 26, 2025, 12:40am

𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲 25, 2025 𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐚𝐲

𝐍𝐨𝐅𝐚𝐩 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤: 69 𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐬

𝐒𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧:

𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐧 10:10 (𝐊𝐉𝐕) 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐞𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐧𝐨𝐭, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐥, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐲: 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲.

𝐑𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧:

𝑻𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚’𝒔 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒇 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒓. 𝑯𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒚𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒚 𝒖𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝑮𝒐𝒅. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝑱𝒆𝒔𝒖𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒆 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒊𝒇𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒂𝒍𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒘𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚. 𝑨𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝑪𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕’𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒔.

𝐍𝐨𝐅𝐚𝐩 𝐑𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧:

𝑻𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒂 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒅𝒂𝒚. 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒇𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔. 𝑰𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒇𝒂𝒑 𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆. 𝑻𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝑰 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑰 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑱𝒆𝒔𝒖𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒖𝒔. 𝑰 𝒔𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒄𝒖𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒉.

𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐏𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐫

𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝑭𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒓𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆. 𝑳𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆. 𝑳𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅. 𝑳𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝑰 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒊𝒏. 𝑰 𝒂𝒔𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝑱𝒆𝒔𝒖𝒔, 𝑨𝑴𝑬𝑵

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