Thatβs nice brother. Everything is good as long as you are not getting affected. I was just sharing my perspective.
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Iβm not trying broβ¦ Why tf Iβm even here 
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Iβm lacking the purpose. I donβt have any WHY to do this tough thing. Iβm quitting guysβ¦ Love u all
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What happened? Did you get married?
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Hey @Lord_Inosuke I am and was like you. Even I might be. I also had no purpose. Just 2 years ago I found my purpose. I am 23 now, and currently following my purpose. Even still now I sometimes donβt clearly know where I will reach.
But I am sure if we start somewhere, we will reach somewhere. Donβt quit. Told the same thing few years back and still today I am standing strong to beat this addiction. I agree I fail and do mistake many times while relapsing but never vaporize the desire to quit.
You know itβs bad and thatβs why you are here. Also sometimes people like you, me may take way long to quit but donβt loose hope. If you loose the hope then it will be all over.
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Quitting guarantees the failure as long youβre in this app there are chances of winning. Always be proud of yourself that youβre trying this addiction is highly addictive and youβre taking a stand against this addiction thatβs a big move.
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Ok bro, take your time to figure out your life. You need to find your purpose. When you do, and if we can help you fullfil your purpose, then you can return back again.
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@Lord_Inosuke I know this is tough but this forum is lifeline for all of us. I also was like you at your age. I continuously fell off the deep end everyday but I knew what I was doing was wrong for body to comprehend. Now I feel better because I am getting well over this addiction. Some of you here are still struggling but it can be overcome if you only find the right technique that works for you and not against you. This is one of my techniques, I say three words out load every time I had an urge, THIS ENDS NOW! As you see my brother this is just a temporary setback donβt give up only be yourself and find purpose in life. As you have said before βNever kneel down to lust and comfortβ live those words and believe that you can overcome this filthy habit. Donβt be afraid, just move forward.
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Bro you arenβt weak in my opinion nobody in this forum is weak. Weak are those who are addicted to pornography and compulsive masturbation those who are not trying to change.
You are trying to change. Edit this to something motivational. you will win brother believe in yourself.
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I just wanna say thanks brothers, for being there. I will update soon. Iβm thinking about taking break for a while. I will return. And that time, it will be do or die. Maybe I create a new journal or new name or new attitude or all together. But I promise to do something big in nofap before dying.
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Listen to premanand maharaj on the topic of brahmacharya and then start your journey well prepared. He has a video on 21 rules of brahmacharya. There you will get all the rules and by obeying those rules you will never fall again.
And brahmacharya doesnβt mean to stay unmarried for whole life. It literally means ceasing the outward tendency of all senses and diverting it to the supreme (brahma).
Thanks.
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I do listen him. He is a great person and inspired me to become something in life. He taught me the importance of semen and some important lessons in life. I will meet him one day will thank him 
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Yeah brother, I feel that he has arrived on this earth to revive the lost of glory of our motherland India.
I too want to meet him one day.
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I agree, this is what I was saying. When people decide to change, itβs an big sign of positivity.
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Iβm thinking to start a weight gain journeyβ¦Iβm done being skinny now. It hurts when you have a dragon mindset but lizard like physique. 
Will update soonβ¦
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Suggest me some new name guys which represents me and I can relate toβ¦any anime character, movie inspiration, anything
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Madara Uchiha
(20 Characters)
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Thanks for recommendation bro but I havenβt seen this anime and I know nothing about this character. But u gave me an idea.
Iβm gonna use name inosuke which is from demon slayer. I have watched it. This character is highly energetic and fearless. He jumps in the battlefield even if the chances of dying is 100%
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Ask debellator to change your username then put the picture of that character into your profile pic.
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@debellator can u change my username to βLord_Inosukeβ .
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On the 100th post of this journal, Iβm ending it. I made so many friends, learnt a lot of things and discovered myself more deeply. Iβm going to start a new journey now. And that will be my biggest reason for nofap too. I really appreciate your presence brothers, never knew Internet is being used wisely somewhere before finding forum.
My 3rd and the last journal is coming really soon.
Thanks @debellator for changing my name. i wish your injury gets healed soon. Take care brother 
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