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DATE: DECEMBER 6TH
:hotsprings:Day 04 of 21 DAY DOPAMINE DETOX CHALLENGE
Challenge Progress:
:man_in_lotus_position:t2:TOTAL TIME MEDITATED:
:books: Hours Studied: 7hr 30mins
:bird: NO Twitter USAGE: :white_check_mark:
:hamburger: NO Junk/Fast Food EATEN: :white_check_mark:
:no_mobile_phones:NO YOUTUBE While Eating: :white_check_mark:
:tv: YOUTUBE WATCH HOURS: 00 hrs
:cricket_bat_and_ball: NO CRICKET CONTENT::x:

:speech_balloon: Reflection / Notes:
Getting better every day

DATE: DECEMBER 7TH
:hotsprings:Day 05 of 21 DAY DOPAMINE DETOX CHALLENGE
Challenge Progress:
:man_in_lotus_position:t2:TOTAL TIME MEDITATED: 20 minutes
:books: Hours Studied: 2hr 30mins
:bird: NO Twitter USAGE: :white_check_mark:
:hamburger: NO Junk/Fast Food EATEN: :x:
:no_mobile_phones:NO YOUTUBE While Eating: :white_check_mark:
:tv: YOUTUBE WATCH HOURS: 2 hrs
:cricket_bat_and_ball: NO CRICKET CONTENT::x:

:speech_balloon: Reflection / Notes:
Can’t be too overconfident now but feels like I have currently controlled habit of eating food while watching YouTube, but I am not feeling the restlessness which I was feeling a month ago where I was studying 50hrs each week, One week I studied almost 70hrs it was unbelievable for me to achieve something like that and I was confident that if I worked with same consistency, urgency I would reach my goals.
As I relapsed near the end of October month I lost that mental state, the urge to get up and show up everyday…
I am done with this state of mind, I fucking just want to punch and scream so loudly, so that I can get rid of all frustration that has build over the last few years.
I just don’t want to fail this time, I have taken a 2year drop for an exam that isn’t mainstream, that will not give me some crazy high placements.
But something that I can be proud of myself if I can clear it, or it will be embarrassing at last

DATE: DECEMBER 8th
:hotsprings:Day 06 of 21 DAY DOPAMINE DETOX CHALLENGE
Challenge Progress:
:man_in_lotus_position:t2:TOTAL TIME MEDITATED: 20mins
:books: Hours Studied: 5 hr 30mins
:bird: NO Twitter USAGE: :white_check_mark:
:hamburger: NO Junk/Fast Food EATEN: :white_check_mark:
:no_mobile_phones:NO YOUTUBE While Eating: :white_check_mark:
:tv: YOUTUBE WATCH HOURS: 3hrs
:cricket_bat_and_ball: NO CRICKET CONTENT::white_check_mark:

:speech_balloon: Reflection / Notes:
ENDING THIS WEEK ON A GOOD NOTE…
BUT AS OF NOW I JUST WANT TO FKING SCREAM UPON SEEING MY CURRENT PREPARATION TOWARDS EXAMINATION

DATE: DECEMBER 9th
:hotsprings:Day 07 of 21 DAY DOPAMINE DETOX CHALLENGE
Challenge Progress:
:man_in_lotus_position:t2:TOTAL TIME MEDITATED: 30min
:books: Hours Studied: 4hr 45mins
:bird: NO Twitter USAGE: :white_check_mark:
:hamburger: NO Junk/Fast Food EATEN: :x:
:no_mobile_phones:NO YOUTUBE While Eating: :x:
:tv: YOUTUBE WATCH HOURS: 00hrs
:cricket_bat_and_ball: NO CRICKET CONTENT: :white_check_mark:

:speech_balloon: Reflection / Notes:

DATE: DECEMBER 10TH
:hotsprings:Day 08 of 21 DAY DOPAMINE DETOX CHALLENGE
Challenge Progress:
:man_in_lotus_position:t2:TOTAL TIME MEDITATED: 00minutes
:books: Hours Studied: 7hr
:bird: NO Twitter USAGE: :white_check_mark:
:hamburger: NO Junk/Fast Food EATEN: :x:
:no_mobile_phones:NO YOUTUBE While Eating: :x:
:tv: YOUTUBE WATCH HOURS: 2 hrs
:cricket_bat_and_ball: NO CRICKET CONTENT::white_check_mark:

DATE: DECEMBER 11th
:hotsprings:Day 09 of 21 DAY DOPAMINE DETOX CHALLENGE
Challenge Progress:
:man_in_lotus_position:t2:TOTAL TIME MEDITATED: 21mins
:books: Hours Studied: 5hr 45mins
:bird: NO Twitter USAGE: :white_check_mark:
:hamburger: NO Junk/Fast Food EATEN: :x:
:no_mobile_phones:NO YOUTUBE While Eating: :x:
:tv: YOUTUBE WATCH HOURS: >4hrs
:cricket_bat_and_ball: NO CRICKET CONTENT::white_check_mark:

:speech_balloon: Reflection / Notes:
Currently habit of using twitter has declined,
But I am not able to control my cravings and also I observed that whenever I am eating any fast food or junk food, I am having urges to watch or waste time in youtube, both these feels connected and happening at same time… don’t know how to deal with this.

someone reading this pls hlp me

12th December
Studied 8hrs
NOT MEDITATED
AVERAGE DAY

DATE: DECEMBER 13TH
:hotsprings:Day 11 of 21 DAY DOPAMINE DETOX CHALLENGE
Challenge Progress:
:man_in_lotus_position:t2:TOTAL TIME MEDITATED: 00minutes
:books: Hours Studied: 4hr 45mins
:bird: NO Twitter USAGE: :white_check_mark:
:hamburger: NO Junk/Fast Food EATEN: :white_check_mark:
:no_mobile_phones:NO YOUTUBE While Eating: :x:
:tv: YOUTUBE WATCH HOURS: 4 hrs
:cricket_bat_and_ball: NO CRICKET CONTENT::white_check_mark:

:speech_balloon: Reflection / Notes:

I’m not doing good in the challenge, not feeling as motivated as I was when I started the challenge,
But I am not going to stop,
I will take a break for few days…

I WILL TRY AGAIN FROM TOMORROW,
MAYBE I AM DOWN TODAY BUT I KNOW THAT TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.
I am not gonna quit until I don’t feel satisfied with progress, until my mind don’t get cleared up,

I AIN’T STOPPING…:crossed_swords: